Nothing lasts for ever....
- From: Isla <thistle123@xxxxxxxxxxxxxx>
- Date: Sun, 15 Feb 2009 08:40:10 -0800 (PST)
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and things often just tend to drift away....Some will say that this is
to make way for new experiences and meeting new people, but it makes
me a wee bit sad. I usually have been the sort of person who will
leave something well alone at the first hint of disinterest, I guess
it's a matter of pride or perhaps self-preservation...I've never been
the clingy sort as I cannot bear the thought of being someplace or
with someone where I feel not wanted....in recent times, though my
confidence has taken a bit of a dent, both professionally and
personally, and feelings of insecurity and lack of confidence seem to
be stopping me from moving on from places and people when all the
signs are screaming at me to let go....think I've lost the plot
somewhere along the line, and am now desperately trying to find it
again and get back again on the right track.
Going to spend this week off work doing a bit of walking, a lot of
thinking and trying to find some sign of that 'right track'. :)
What's everyone else up to this week?