Re: Reality

Pub Landlord > wrote:
humble life wrote:


PS. If you're going to reply thats fine, but do you think you could try and compose a post that makes some sort of sense, unless of course you're having a T.I.A - and that would explain some of your posts?

explaining it is difficult, i get into these horrid dreamlike states, i can remember my name and how to speak, but i don't understand orientation. it stems from a breakdown into anxiety neurosis i had in 1997. i have to learn areas around town thoroughly, supposedly the continuous effort of walking around will bust through it. but unfortuneately the advice doesn't really work as efficiently as therapists think. nore does the idea of running or speeding up, just intensifies all the experience together into a hellish time (lord knows where they got the link between excercise and anti-depressent effect, rechannelling bereavements maybe but in my case, *** no.....)

I'm not out to pry, just curious, just tell me to piss off if I'm annoying. So when you say "areas around town", I assume they are areas
and routes you are already familiar with, so whatever causes the disorientation, the instructions or "therapy" are for you to put yourself in situations that disorients you? I know I'm missing something in all of that, but it dosen't add up.
Take care.
i don't think it's meant to make sense, that's just how it works
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