Re: Bad day...

welshie wrote:
Loz wrote:
welshie wrote:
Loz wrote:
welshie wrote:
Loz wrote:
I wish I could turn off my brain today its making me sad :-( I
hate these "tears in eyes" days and feel like getting totally
hammered...
I often think my brain is like a radio, only 2 stations (pain and
depression) auto volume and no off switch. Is there anything that
helps you get distracted? I sing along to my CDs (well, i call it
singing lol) or play a game on the PC. I know it's easier said
than done, but the booze will probably just turn up the volume on
your brain, if you know what I mean.
Hope today is a better one.

take care , Loz

Ali


Thanks Ali, yes today it feels a bit easier and you were right about
the booze...

Take Care

Loz
Hi Loz, sorry about the delay, glad you got through that bad day. I hope things are getting a bit better each day, and if you've
managed to keep off the booze then that is fantastic.... if not,
it's what you're using to cope right now, you're aware of it's
downfalls. Think of the booze like a walking stick, when you're
stronger you won't have to rely on it so much. (((((((Loz)))))))) keep fighting back

Ali
Ali

You have nothing to apologise for posting a few days after me. We all
do it so don't worry about it... Thankfully things are a bit better
for me now. Nothing major has happened I've just come to the
conclusion that although I love her to bits I just cant keep my life
on hold just in case she gets in contact. So I'm trying to move on.
It's not easy and I still love her but I think this is the only way
to go. I've actually felt happy today which is probably the first
time this year :-)
I hope you are well?

Thanks for your support

Lawrence

glad you're feeling a little more positive loz.
i'm a bit wobbly at the mo, but i've been out more than usual so it's for a good reason at least. well sort of, a complete new exhaust wasn't so good for my purse. :oO

take care
ali

Hi Ali

I'm not feeling so great today but I'll survive... I hope you and your car are ok.

Take Care (and if you want to chat my email is valid although the coldmail becomes hotmail)

Loz

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