Re: ping: Mazza

monkfish wrote:
<read with great interest and snipped>

Let us know how counselling goes.


Timmy

Thanks for the suggestions and support. If I'd been seeing the NHS counsellor, I shouldn't have been posting here, because getting support from anywhere apart from your own internal resources was banned ....

I spent the first part of my counselling session talking about my dream: basically, I was in prison, open visiting day, my father wasn't there, I rang and told him, loudly he had to come. Also a make up demonstration, I did my own, ended up with a face not like mine. Apart from the prison, the aspect that scared me most was that I welcomed my father more like a lover than a father.

We discussed its implications, the theory that each part of a dream represents part of you, so who was my father?

Then I told her about the self-harm incident last week. She's very concerned, and remembered that last time I did it, we'd been discussing me and work, as we had been last week. I'm amazed at what she remembers. I told her I felt I needed 3 hours rather than 50 minutes, and she said I need to think about if this is the best support for me at the moment, she could tell I needed more.

I feel I get tied up in a tight knot, trying to find a way forward.

GP tomorrow: wonder what that will bring?

Dawn
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