Re: Threads seem to die a death

Tim wrote:
Southpaw wrote:
Tim wrote:
When i join in.Not all of them but significant %. Makes my insecure, emotionally fucked up brain do paranoid cartwheels thinking what the hell have i done wrong? Why does everyone hate me? I must be a really bad person or just one of those totally embarrassing types that totally
*** up without any effort.

All the dysphoric/paranoiac illogical, reactive thoughts are building up in my head. It's a major effort not to spew forth venom at everyone.
Temptation is so great but then after the storm dies it'll just make me
feel such an evil worthless piece of ***.

It's at times like these when i long to be emotionally dead.Being the perverse and sick creature i am if i was going through the emotionally
dead thing i would long to be emotionally alive.

Diagnosis=Totally fucked in the head syndrome with co-morbid sick,twisted *** disorder.





Well I do read most of the posts here, but I don't comment very much, being a lousy writer with precious little of interest to say. Doesn't mean I don't agree and sympathise with people, just that I don't want to make a patronising and completely unhelpful reply.


Thanks for replying.I understand about the 'precious little of interest to say' thing.I'd guess it's a rather common factor in depression.
Re the 'lousy writer' bit you've never come over that way to me.
In any case the expression of the emotions we experience within being
depressed aren't always best served by literariness.

indeed, i find frederick niche far too close to the bone, others think it's intellectualisation.

quite often discussing it provides a filter to me as to who is looking and who wants to copy.
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