Re: help - feeling psychotic SPOILER


"bates" <ali_bates40@xxxxxxxxxxx> wrote in message
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> Hiyer,
>
> I'm new to this, so sorry if I say something wrong, but ... Are you sure
> you can't you tell your CPN or shrink?

I could try but I'm not very confident about it.

thanks for listening

-- kez


> "kez" <kelseylewis@xxxxxxxxxxxxx> wrote in message
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>>I just killed one of my voices. Another voice said I'd just taken a human
>>life. Images of people somewhere suddenly dropping dead go through my
>>head.
>>
>> I don't know how I killed this one, with some kind of death-prayer
>> perhaps. I've been getting holy again, which could be good or could be
>> bad. Last week I went out with my mate Jamie who thinks he's Jesus when
>> he gets drunk and we were both blessing people. I'm nagging myself that
>> it's bad but at the same time I feel brilliant to have some faith again
>> and want to get out my bibles and prayer books and read them again.
>>
>> I told my voices last Friday "I'll shoot you full of god" and low and
>> behold I had a gun and I got them with perfectly aimed head shots. One of
>> my voices couldn't take it and when I spoke to her to admonish her for
>> her evil she went completely insane and catatonic and she hasn't spoken
>> since. I'm sure she can only now speak gobbledegook and babble inanely
>> about rubbish while pacing around and banging her head on walls and stuff
>> now. She's gone!
>>
>> Last night I prayed for a gun to shoot my voices and then shot them all -
>> blessed peace and quiet! But my other voices, my friend voices were
>> concerned and told me it was bad to kill people.
>>
>> I can't get out of this it is going on. I know they're only hallunination
>> people but it's like they're real people and I'm fighting them because
>> they are evil.
>>
>> Earlier tonight they were battering at me with questions while I did some
>> soul-searching, and when I concluded it was vanity of mine, a voice said
>> "vani-bleuurghhhhh" and they all started vomitting. It was real possesed
>> by evil exorcist stuff, it was like the sickness and evil was spewing
>> from them. I wondered what would happen to them and thought they would
>> surely either perish, or would be like newborn children again once their
>> uncontrollable vomitting caused by their own evil had run it's course
>>
>> Of course I know this stuff isn't proper and there's no way I could tell
>> anyone any of this. I couldn't even start to tell my shrink or CPN about
>> this. I just say "yeah I head some voices, but they went away and I'm OK
>> now"
>>
>> My CPN has devised a voice scale for me, from 1 to 4. This is about 2 I
>> guess. It's even improved since a few weeks ago when I was getting really
>> involved with them. But killing them? Am I a psychopath now? And am I
>> turning into a psychotic fanatic christian again? That is surely a one
>> way ticket to the psych unit for another mental health detox!
>>
>> I'm worried!
>>
>> -- kez
>>
>>
>
>


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