Why does it matter anymore?

You have no idea of how many hours of each day I spend wondering about
one thing. "Why was it a secret?" Why was there separated teachings
of Christ [although hand in hand at some point] and yet parables to one
- what becomes truth to another. And I have slaved myself to sweat the
water of a million oceans to consider the consequences of revealing
them when the day came that I discovered them. No, I have not
discovered them. But it was still in my mind that I would. No, it
still is. Or maybe the truth is that I cannot tell you what I do know
and thus deny it. Oh, but the most important part is simple...

Why does it matter anymore?

I have found that the age old question of 'what is the meaning of life'
has become an aged sauce that one savors to find and yet refuses to
taste of. It has been handled and misused or mis-defined over so many
years that it has become wroth with apathy and boredom to the point
that if it were ever discovered, one would merely pass it by without a
care in the world. "What is the meaning of life" is a dusty cold jar
of fermented fruit lying next to a large moldy bowl of world peace. It
is a word like those spoken so many times that it quickly loses all
meaning. The meaning of life can no longer be found as we have buried
it deep beneath our feet from all the proverbial dust we have kicked up
along the way.

And now, what Jesus spoke to one that he may have parabled to another
is simple. But spoken aloud and to the direct point would be
incomprehensible to the people of today. And there it was done on
purpose and for a sort. So that to find what only the worthy shall
find. And to be worthy to discover this which we have buried so
carelessly, we must dig. One by one... to dig. And when you find it,
do not deny the truth.

I have found it. I only believed in this truth because I found it.
You will only believe in this truth once you find it. To tell someone
else would be to toss it away with dirt. It has no meaning unless you
resolve it on your own. But Jesus gave you some clues. Find them.
They are outlined in the bible but are not all there. If you want to
find the clues that lead you to the answers... simply close your eyes
and wait. He gives them to you in your dreams. But only to those who
seek. Not to worry... You will find.

Why does it matter anymore?

Only you can answer this. And to answer this means that you are ready
to start listening. When you are ready to start listening... then
close your eyes... and he will come to you even as he did me. I was
the great unbeliever who just had a question. I received more that I
bargained for. But when you can answer the first question, you are
ready.

Why does it matter anymore?

Ask and ye shall receive? This was always a joke to me for so many
years of asking and getting nothing at all. I thought this only
happened to people who God chooses. But I was wrong. It only happens
to people who choose God.

Close your eyes. I'm not here to sell you anything. This is a news
group and I have nothing to profit nor is this a chain letter. Just
know. I want nothing more than to know that someone else discovered it
after me. Only a very few are going to heaven. Only those who know
the truth. And it pains me more than anything in the world to know
that I can't even reveal it to my closest loved ones. but I tell you
what I told them.

Why does it matter anymore?

Now...

close your eyes... And wait.

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