Re: Hey Turd! a little bird told me.....

On Feb 19, 12:35 pm, $ Turin ♂ <turinturamba...@xxxxxxxxx> wrote:
On Saturday, February 19, 2011 2:36:11 PM UTC-5, Malefeminist wrote:
On Feb 18, 12:11 am, "MCP" <gf010...@xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx> wrote:
that you got thrown off Paul Elam's site for being a pest....is it true?

http://www.avoiceformen.com/

The only forum that he hasn't been kicked off is mine
(a...@xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx).  

Actually, I've only been kicked off of two, plus yours.  Elam was behind each of the two (and - I've always suspected - yours, to a lesser extent).  Yours, OTOH, was an on-again off-again thing, so it's alway been "special".  

I don't regard these as being indicative, in anyway.  They've all been male-feminist in ideology, rather than Masculinist.  Plus, they were, more or less, associated with each other.  Rather, these were victories because of how far I got to push the envelope in enemy territory.  

That's because I converted him to Christianity
<smile>

My Christianity goes all the way back to my Kindergarten age, son.  I never embraced it with major seriousness, until my early high school years.  Then, I dropped it.  

For a little over two years, now, I've practiced it, again, in the lukewarm way that I did between Kindergarten and highschool.  I don't deny that hasn't amounted to very much.  


practice harder



(For those who are interested:  

The reason that I've been giving it a chance, again, is that I've seen various things that I've believed to be potential signs in my own personal life.  My eventual rescue from the way that I was being slowly murdered, is part of that.  Call me a liar, all you like.  

For example, after almost three complete years of trying everything that I could think of - or look up on the Internet - to try to get better, I made a serious prayer about the entire situation.  Kind of, one of those "make a deal with God" prayers.  


an improvement

dont make deals with god... bit presumptuous

DO something for him instead


It was roughly a month later (three years after it all started) that I got the suspicion, that turned out to be the truth.  Also, it was from that same point that things seemed to begin moving in a direction which, in a matter of several months, finally unravelled a large weave of lies that had been going on around me for a large part of my life, without my awareness.  

I'm still kind of reeling from all of the repurcussions.  However, as an answer to my prayers, I still find things too vague, as well as being too-little-too-late.  Or ...perhaps, as being too rough of a road for what I've expected my solutions to entail....)


the latter, more likely

the less you focus on yourself, the better youll feel 

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