'To^i Ba`y To?', nha^.t ky' Tie^u Dao Ba?o Cu+. (1996-1998) ( 1 5 )

Pha^`n III - Nhu+~ng he^. lu.y tu+` mo^.t tru.c tra(.c

Soi ki'nh hie^?n vi va`o tu+`ng trang nha^.t ky'

25/8-31/8/97
Trong 2 nga`y 25 va` 26/8, Ye^'n pha?i ddi ho.c chi'nh tri. cu`ng
vo+'i gia'o vie^n cu?a nhie^`u tru+o+`ng kha'c do Pho`ng Gia'o du.c
to^? chu+'c. Sa'ng 25/8, to^i dda~ co' the^? cho+? Ye^'n ddi ba(`ng
honda du` khi cu+? ddo^.ng pha?i ra^'t ca^?n tha^.n, nha^'t la` khi
dda.p ma'y va` du+.ng xe. To^i ve^` nha` mo^.t lu'c thi` A dde^'n
ddu+a gia^'y trie^.u ta^.p ca? to^i va` Ye^'n, 2g chie^`u le^n CA la`m
vie^.c. To^i ky' nha^.n thay gia^'y trie^.u ta^.p cu?a Ye^'n va` ghi
chu' ro~ vie^.c Ye^'n ddi ho.c chi'nh tri.. Tru+a Ye^'n ve^` chu'ng
to^i ba`n nhau la` Ye^'n se~ kho^ng ddi la^'y co+' ddang pha?i ho.c
chi'nh tri.. Ye^'n cu+' bu+.c bo^.i va` cu+' nga.i CA se~ dde^'n ta^.n
ho^.i tru+o+`ng no+i Ye^'n ho.c dde^? can thie^.p buo^.c Ye^'n pha?i
ddi. Trong che^' ddo^. na`y, dda^u co' nga`nh na`o da'm cho^'ng la.i
CA. Tuy nhie^n buo^?i chie^`u to^i le^n la`m vie^.c, ga(.p S no'i
vie^.c Ye^'n, S ba?o tho^i dde^? se~ trie^.u ta^.p sau. Co' le~ ho.
cu~ng kho^ng muo^'n la`m qua' ca(ng tha(?ng.
Trong 2 nga`y 25 va` 26/8, S ta^.p trung ho?i to^i ve^` chuye^.n
tie^`n o+? nu+o+'c ngoa`i go+?i cho to^i. To^i bie^'t dda^y la` mo^.t
vie^.c cha(?ng co' ba(`ng co+' gi` nhu+ng CA dda~ du`ng dde^? bo^i
nho. to^i cu~ng nhu+ Quo^'c va` Tu.. Trong khi pho^? bie^'n o+?
nhie^`u gio+'i, ho. re^u rao na`o chu'ng to^i vie^'t ba`i cho dda`i,
ba'o nu+o+'c ngoa`i vi` tie^`n nhua^.n bu't va` nhua^.n bu't ra^'t
cao, co' ba`i dde^'n ca? 1000 ddo^ la, na`o rie^ng to^i ha`ng tha'ng
ddu+o+.c nho'm Tho^ng Lua^.n tro+. ca^'p 50 ddo^ la...Co' la^`n Ye^'n
ddi ca('t to'c o+? mo^.t tie^.m uo^'n to'c ga^`n nha`, co^ chu? tie^.m
ho?i tha(m vie^.c chu'ng to^i bi. kho' kha(n va` co^ cho bie^'t nghe
nhie^`u ngu+o+`i no'i to^i la`m vie^.c cho CIA co' a(n lu+o+ng
tha'ng... Ye^'n dda~ cu+o+`i tra? lo+`i : Ne^'u la`m cho CIA cha('c
dda~ o+? tu` tu+` la^u ro^`i. To^i nho+' ma^'y na(m tru+o+'c o+? SG
co' la^`n Ho^` Hie^'u dda~ bi. ga'n nha^.n cu?a CIA ma^'y tra(m nga`n
ddo^ la dde^? to^? chu+'c bie^?u ti`nh cho^'ng Nha` nu+o+'c la`m
nhie^`u ba.n be` o+? dda^y cu~ng hoang mang. Qua? tha^.t ngu+o+`i ta
dda~ ta^.n du.ng phu+o+ng pha'p tuye^n truye^`n mie^.ng va` ca`ng lan
ro^.ng ca`ng bi. bo'p me'o, xuye^n ta.c. Co^ng sa?n qua? la` ba^.c
tha^`y tre^n phu+o+ng die^.n na`y.
S ho?i to^i tu+` dda^`u na(m nha^.n tie^`n tu+` nu+o+'c ngoa`i go+?i
ve^` bao nhie^u la^`n, mo^~i la^`n bao nhie^u, ai go+?i, go+?i ba(`ng
phu+o+ng thu+'c na`o, co' chu+'ng tu+` gi` kho^ng ?.
To^i no'i vo+'i S vie^.c tha^n nha^n, ba.n be` o+? nu+o+'c ngoa`i
go+?i tie^`n ve^` cho ngu+o+`i trong nu+o+'c la` chuye^.n bi`nh
thu+o+`ng, kho^ng co' gi` pha.m pha'p va` to^i kho^ng co' tra'ch
nhie^.m pha?i khai ba'o vo+'i CA. CA muo^'n bie^'t cu+' tu+. ddi
ddie^`u tra. Tuy nhie^n to^i cu~ng tra? lo+`i S ve^` vie^.c Pha.m
Ngo.c La^n, anh cu?a Ye^'n va` Pha.m The^' Hu`ng, mo^.t ngu+o+`i em
cu?a Ye^'n ma^'t ti'ch ho^`i 4/75, sau ho+n 20 na(m mo+'i lie^n la.c
ddu+o+.c vo+'i gia ddi`nh, hie^.n o+? My~, ga^`n dda^y thi?nh thoa?ng
go+?i tie^`n ve^` giu'p me. va` ca'c em o+? Ba?o Lo^.c, qua ddi.a chi?
cu?a Ye^'n dde^? Ye^'n nha^.n va` chuye^?n. Anh La^n thu+o+`ng go+?i
tay qua ngu+o+`i quen, co`n Hu`ng go+?i qua co^ng ty VINA-USA, mo^.t
co^ng ty cu?a Nha` nu+o+'c o+? Saigon, sau ddo' chuye^?n pha't qua chi
nha'nh Nga^n ha`ng No^ng nghie^.p o+? dda^y.
To^i bie^'t CA dda~ ddie^`u tra vie^.c na`y vi` co' la^`n to^i ddu+a
Ye^'n dde^'n nga^n ha`ng nha^.n tie^`n tha^'y co' ngu+o+`i theo do~i.
Khi CA dda~ theo do~i, kho' co' the^? che ma('t ho. ddie^`u gi` va`
chu'ng to^i cu~ng cha(?ng co' gi` pha?i che da^'u.
S ho?i to^i khi Ye^'n nha^.n tie^`n co' chu+'ng tu+` gi` kho^ng va`
ne^'u ca^`n to^i pha?i no^.p ca'c chu+'ng tu+` ddo' dde^? lsa`m ro~.
To^i no'i to^i kho^ng chu' y' co' chu+'ng tu+` gi` kho^ng va` ne^'u
co' to^i cu~ng cha(?ng vie^.c gi` pha?i no^.p va` cu~ng kho^ng co' gi`
dde^? la`m ro~. Cuo^'i nga`y 26/8, S tuye^n bo^' mai nghi? vi` co+
quan ba^.n ho.p, se~ trie^.u ta^.p to^i sau.
Sau 2 nga`y ho.c chi'nh tri., Ye^'n ke^? co' mo^.t vie^.c dda'ng chu'
y' la` gia?ng vie^n, mo^.t tay tuye^n hua^'n cu?a Tha`nh u?y DDa`
La.t, co' co^ng khai no'i dde^'n vu. lo^.n xo^.n o+? Tha'i Bi`nh. Vu.
na`y xa?y ra tu+` ho^`i tha'ng 5/97 ke'o da`i dde^'n nay va` dda`i
nu+o+'c ngoa`i ddu+a tin, bi`nh lua^.n ra^'t nhie^`u. Na`o la` no^ng
da^n o+? ha^`u he^'t ca'c xa~ cu?a Tha'i Bi`nh pha^~n ua^'t tru+o+'c
che^' ddo^. su+u cao thue^' na(.ng, tham o^ cu+?a quye^`n cu?a ca'n
bo^. dda?ng vie^n dda~ no^?i le^n cho^'ng la.i chi'nh quye^`n, ba('t
giu+~ ca? CA, ddo^'t pha' nha` mo^.t so^' ca'n bo^., dda'nh che^'t
mo^.t chu? ti.ch huye^.n... Nha` nu+o+'c kho^ng the^? dda`n a'p no^?i
pha?i ti`m ca'ch thu+o+ng lu+o+.ng. Ti`nh hi`nh na`y la^y lan sang
Thanh Ho'a va` mo^.t so^' ti?nh mie^`n Trung. DDa^y la` mo^.t vie^.c
dda(.c bie^.t nghie^m tro.ng vi` no' ba'o hie^.u su+. pha?n kha'ng
tre^n quy mo^ lo+'n, a?nh hu+o+?ng dde^'n su+. to^`n vong cu?a che^'
ddo^.. DDa`i ba'o trong nu+o+'c ni'n thinh ve^` chuye^.n na`y nhu+ng
ngoa`i ca'c dda`i nu+o+'c ngoa`i, chu'ng to^i cu~ng nghe tin tu+`
mo^.t so^' ngu+o+`i quen o+? Ha` No^.i va`o va` Nha` nu+o+'c tuye^.t
ddo^'i kho^ng dde^` ca^.p dde^'n ti`nh hi`nh na`y. The^' ma` anh
cha`ng gia?ng vie^n tuye^n hua^'n no. kho^ng bie^'t ba.o gan hay
muo^'n chu+'ng to? mi`nh tha.o tin dda~ co^ng khai no'i ra. Nha^n no'i
dde^'n vie^.c phu. huynh ho.c sinh ca'c tru+o+`ng pha?i ddo'ng go'p
nhie^`u khoa?n cho con em mi`nh ga^y kho' kha(n cho vie^.c ho.c ha`nh,
nha^n da^n ba^'t ma~n, anh ta lie^n he^. dde^'n chuye^.n da^n pha?i
ddo'ng go'p nhie^`u khoa?n o+? Tha'i Bi`nh, ca'n bo^. tham o^ va` no'i
dde^'n ca? chi tie^'t co' xa~ la^.p chi'nh quye^`n la^m tho+`i...Vu.
na`y qua' lo+'n ne^n xem ra muo^'n bu+ng bi't tho^ng tin cu~ng kho^ng
ddu+o+.c.
Nga`y 27/8 Ye^'n quye^'t ddi.nh ddi Ba?o Lo^.c tha(m me. vi` vu+`a
nha^.n ddu+o+.c tin cu?a ca^.u em ba'o le^n cho bie^'t dda~ ddu+a me.
tro+? ve^` Ba?o Lo^.c vi` be^.nh vie^.n o+? SG kho^ng chu+~a ddu+o+.c.
Trung ta^m Ung bu+o+'u khi tie^'n ha`nh chie^'u xa. cho ba` dda~ pha't
hie^.n ba` bi. lie^.t mo^.t tay mo^.t cha^n, lu+ng co`ng, kho^ng the^?
na(`m ngu+?a, gio+ hai tay le^n dda^`u la` tu+ the^' be^.nh nha^n
pha?i na(`m dde^? chie^'u xa. va`o tu+? cung, do ddo' be^.nh vie^.n
kho^ng nha^.n ddie^`u tri. nu+~a. Ca^.u em dda~ ddu+a ba` ddi mo^.t
so^' be^.nh vie^.n kha'c nhu+ng ho. dde^`u tu+` cho^'i vi` kho^ng
ddu'ng chuye^n mo^n, cuo^'i cu`ng dda`nh ddu+a me. tro+? ve^` nha`.
Ye^'n ra^'t kho^? ta^m ve^` chuye^.n na`y vi` kho^ng the^? la`m gi`
ddu+o+.c dde^? giu'p cho me.. Vu+`a qua vie^.c ddu+a me. ddi SG chu+~a
be^.nh cu~ng ra^'t to^'n ke'm, may co' anh La^n va` Hu`ng o+? nu+o+'c
ngoa`i go+?i tie^`n ve^` chu+' ca'c con o+? trong nu+o+'c ai cu~ng
nghe`o, lo chuye^.n tie^`n ba.c kho^ng pha?i de^~.
Ye^'n vu+`a ddi lu'c 9g30 thi` 15 phu't sau, A - CA khu vu+.c dde^'n
ddu+a gia^'y trie^.u ta^.p ca? to^i va` Ye^'n chie^`u 2g le^n CA la`m
vie^.c. To^i ho+i nga.c nhie^n vi` mo+'i ho^m qua S tuye^n bo^' ho^m
nay co+ quan CA ba^.n ne^n ta.m nghi?. To^i ky' thay Ye^'n nha^.n
gia^'y trie^.u ta^.p va` ghi chu' va`o ddo' vie^.c Ye^'n ddi Ba?o
Lo^.c. Tuy nhie^n sau khi A ve^` to^i suy nghi~ va` vo^.i la^'y xe
cha.y ra be^'n xe dde^? ne^'u Ye^'n chu+a ddi thi` quay la.i, chie^`u
ddi la`m vie^.c vo+'i CA. To^i bie^'t ho^m nay Ye^'n ddang me^.t va`
pha?i co^' ddi Ba?o Lo^.c. To^i muo^'n Ye^'n la`m vie^.c vo+'i CA cho
xong dde^? ma^'y ho^m nu+~a va`o na(m ho.c, CA kho?i dde^'n tru+o+`ng
la`m phie^`n Ye^'n. Tuy nhie^n khi to^i ra be^'n xe ti`m thi` Ye^'n
dda~ ddi ro^`i.
Chie^`u to^i le^n la`m vie^.c. S gia?i thi'ch muo^'n la`m nhanh vo+'i
to^i cho xong ddo+.t na`y, co`n Ye^'n khi ddi Ba?o Lo^.c ve^` la`m
vie^.c sau cu~ng ddu+o+.c.
S la.i ho?i ve^` no^.i dung o+? nu+o+'c ngoa`i go.i ve^` ho^`i cuo^'i
na(m ngoa'i ma` S dda~ ho?i va` to^i dda~ tra? lo+`i va` tu+o+`ng
tri`nh dda.i kha'i. La^`n na`y S ye^u ca^`u no'i cu. the^? nga`y
tha'ng va` no^.i dung tu+`ng la^`n. To^i tra? lo+`i la`m sao nho+'
no^?i. S ba?o to^i se~ nha('c cho anh. Tha^.t la` buo^`n cu+o+`i. S
la^.t so^? tay va` to^i tha^'y S dda~ ghi che'p la.i tu+` NK cu?a to^i
nguye^n va(n tu+`ng ddoa.n ve^` no^.i dung na`y, mo^~i ddoa.n vie^'t
mo^.t trang rie^ng. The^' la` S ddo.c qua cho to^i nghe la.i, sau ddo'
to^i no'i to'm ta('t va` S ghi bie^n ba?n lo+`i khai. Tru+o+'c khi ky'
bie^n ba?n, to^i nha^.n xe't ai ddo.c bie^n ba?n na`y se~ tha^'y to^i
co' tri' nho+' qua' sie^u vie^.t vi` dda~ ga^`n mo^.t na(m ro^`i ma`
to^i co' the^? nho+' chi'nh xa'c nga`y tha'ng va` lo+`i no'i trong
tu+`ng cuo^.c ddie^.n dda`m. S ddo^`ng y' va` anh ta the^m tru+o+'c
ca'c nga`y tha'ng chu+~ "khoa?ng" ma(.c du` ca'c nga`y tha'ng ddo'
chi'nh xa'c vi` S dda~ ghi la.i trong NK. To^i tha^'y thu' vi. ve^`
chuye^.n na`y, vi` cu~ng nhu+ nhie^`u vie^.c kha'c, la^'y lo+`i khai
cu~ng chi? la` che'p la.i NK ma` tho^i. CA kho^ng the^? na`o ne'
tra'nh ddu+o+.c vie^.c ti.ch thu va` khai tha'c NK cu?a to^i, mo^.t
vie^.c kho^ng the^? na`o hie^?u no^?i trong the^' gio+'i va(n minh
na`y.
Buo^?i to^'i ho+n 8g Ye^'n mo+'i tu+` Ba?o Lo^.c ve^`, ra^'t me^.t
mo?i va` ca(ng tha(?ng. Ye^'n ke^? ngay, o+? Ba?o Lo^.c CA ba'm sa't
mo.i no+i Ye^'n ddi la.i, va`o nha` me. Ye^'n ngo^`i suo^'t trong
tho+`i gian Ye^'n o+? dda^y, va`o nha` mo^.t ca^.u em dde^? tra va^'n
khi Ye^'n vu+`a ddi kho?i. Ye^'n ddi.nh o+? la.i mo^.t dde^m nhu+ng
tha^'y CA ba'm kho' chi.u qua' ne^n quye^'t ddi.nh ve^` luo^n trong
nga`y. Ye^'n tra'ch ta.i to^i no'i va` cha.y ra be^'n xe ti`m ne^n CA
mo+'i bie^'t Ye^'n ddi Ba?o Lo^.c, do ddo' dda~ ddie^.n ve^` Ba?o
Lo^.c dde^? cho ngu+o+`i theo do~i. To^i no'i kho^ng ha(?n nhu+ va^.y
vi` CA ddang ba'm sa't chu'ng to^i 24/24, la`m sao Ye^'n ddi dda^u ma`
ho. kho^ng bie^'t. Ye^'n chi? ddi Ba?o Lo^.c tha(m me., kho^ng la`m
gi` kha'c nhu+ng Ye^'n ra^'t ghe't chuye^.n bi. theo do~i va` kho^ng
sao la`m ngo+ kho^ng kho' chi.u tru+o+'c chuye^.n na`y.
Ye^'n pha?n ddo^'i nhu+ng to^i thuye^'t phu.c Ye^'n nga`y mai ne^'u
Ye^'n kho?e, to^i se~ ddu+a Ye^'n le^n CA la`m cho xong vie^.c, vi`
to^i bie^'t CA se~ kho^ng dde^? ye^n ne^'u Ye^'n kho^ng chi.u ddi la`m
vie^.c. Tu+`ng su+. vie^.c xa?y ra trong tho+`i gian vu+`a qua ddo^'i
vo+'i chu'ng to^i ca`ng cho tha^'y ro~ dda^y la` che^' ddo^. "co^ng an
tri." chu+' kho^ng pha?i pha'p tri., pha'p quye^`n gi` ca?. Chu'ng
to^i chi? la` nhu+~ng ca' nha^n be' nho?, tru+` va^'n dde^` tu+. do
tu+ tu+o+?ng, ho. kho^ng the^? khua^'t phu.c, co`n ngoa`i ra chu'ng
to^i kho' tra'nh kho?i mo.i sa'ch nhie^~u do ho. ga^y ra. To^i kho^ng
bao gio+` nghi~ dde^'n vie^.c khie^'u na.i, kie^.n ca'o nhu+~ng vie^.c
la`m sai tra'i, vi pha.m pha'p lua^.t cu?a CA vi` to^i bie^'t ro~
nga`nh na`o, ca^'p na`o cu~ng pha?i cha^'p ha`nh mo^.t su+. chi? dda.o
xuye^n suo^'t.
Sa'ng 28/7, Ye^'n ddo^`ng y' cu`ng ddi vo+'i to^i le^n CA. S la`m
vie^.c vo+'i to^i co`n Ye^'n la`m vie^.c vo+'i mo^.t ngu+o+`i kha'c
o+? pho`ng kha'c.
S ta^.p trung ho?i to^i ve^` Nguye^~n Gia Kie^?ng va` ye^u ca^`u to^i
pha^n ti'ch ca'c ca^u no'i cu?a Kie^?ng trong ca'c cuo^.c ddie^.n
dda`m cuo^'i na(m ngoa'i. To^i quen Kie^?ng lu'c na`o, qua ai, bie^'t
gi` the^m ve^` ca'c hoa.t ddo^.ng kha'c cu?a Kie^?ng? Co' pha?i to^i
ddo^`ng quan ddie^?m vo+'i Kie^?ng ve^` nhie^`u va^'n dde^` kho^ng?
Co' la^`n Kie^?ng no'i : Anh em be^n Pha'p dda~ ba`n ky~ ve^` vie^.c
cu?a to^i, ho. coi to^i nhu+ mo^.t tri' thu+'c trung thu+.c, mo^.t
ngu+o+`i ba.n quy' va` kho^ng muo^'n bie^'n to^i tha`nh mo^.t "tha'nh
tu+? dda.o", ho. nha(`m mu.c ddi'ch gi`. To^i tra? lo+`i ddie^`u
Kie^?ng no'i dda~ ra^'t ro~, anh em be^n Pha'p cu~ng nhu+ nhie^`u no+i
kha'c coi to^i la` mo^.t ngu+o+`i dda^'u tranh cho da^n chu? ddang bi.
dda`n a'p ne^n ho. ti`m nhie^`u ca'ch dde^? u?ng ho^., ba?o ve^. to^i.
DDie^`u buo^`n cu+o+`i la` buo^?i sa'ng to^i tra? lo+`i ca^u na`y nhu+
the^', buo^?i chie^`u S la.i ddu+a mo^.t ca^u ho?i tie^'p theo, nhu+
kie^?u ddo^'i thoa.i tre^n gia^'y, trong ddo' bao ha`m su+. tu+'c
gia^.n kho^ng che da^'u. To^i hie^?u ngu+o+`i chi? dda.o cu?a S kho^ng
muo^'n ra ma(.t, dda~ dda(.t mo.i ca^u ho?i va` thu+.c hie^.n tho^ng
qua S. S ho?i: Ta.i sao anh tro+? tha`nh mo^.t bie^?u tu+o+.ng mo+'i
cu?a da^n chu?, li.ch su+? ddu+a dda^?y hay Nguye^~n Gia Kie^?ng va`
mo^.t so^' ngu+o+`i kha'c? To^i tra? lo+`i kho^ng ai co' the^? bie^'n
to^i tha`nh ca'i gi` ca?. To^i hoa`n toa`n y' thu+'c ro~ va` chi.u
tra'ch nhie^.m vie^.c mi`nh la`m tru+o+'c li.ch su+? va` co^ng lua^.n.
Ho^m sau la.i co' ca^u ho?i: Anh no'i anh hoa`n toa`n y' thu+'c ro~
va` chi.u tra'ch nhie^.m vie^.c mi`nh la`m ta.i sao khi Kie^?ng
khuye^n anh ne^n xem xe't la.i vie^.c mi`nh la`m ne^'u Nha` nu+o+'c
thay ddo^?i tha'i ddo^., anh cu~ng dda~ no'i y nhu+ the^' khi la`m
vie^.c vo+'i CA ho^`i cuo^'i na(m ngoa'i (vie^.c na`y to^i dda~ ghi
ro~ trong NK). Ro~ ra`ng dda^y la` mo^.t co^' ga('ng quy ke^'t to^i
chi? la` tay sai hay chi.u su+. chi pho^'i cu?a Kie^?ng va` ngu+o+`i
o+? nu+o+'c ngoa`i. To^i tra? lo+`i Kie^?ng co' khuye^n to^i nhu+
the^' va` to^i tha^'y ddie^`u ddo' co' ly' vi` phu` ho+.p vo+'i suy
nghi~ cu?a to^i. To^i no'i the^m to^i chi? phu.c tu`ng cha^n ly' chu+'
kho^ng phu.c tu`ng ai ca?. DDo^'i vo+'i Kie^?ng, dda~ ho+n mo^.t la^`n
to^i vie^'t ba`i pha?n ba'c quan ddie^?m cu?a anh ve^` mo^.t so^'
va^'n dde^` va` Kie^?ng cu~ng nhu+ nho'm Tho^ng Lua^.n to^n tro.ng y'
kie^'n cu?a to^i va` ho. dda~ dda(ng nhu+~ng ba`i to^i vie^'t.
Mo^.t ca^u ho?i kha'c: Kie^?ng va` nhu+~ng ngu+o+`i o+? nu+o+'c ngoa`i
dda~ ba`n se~ a'p du.ng mo^.t trong nhu+~ng bie^.n pha'p dde^? u?ng
ho^. to^i la` ke^u go.i ta.m ngu+ng dda^`u tu+ ve^` nu+o+'c mo^.t
tho+`i gian. Nha` nu+o+'c se~ thie^.t ha.i ha`ng trie^.u ddo^ la, nhu+
va^.y co' pha?i la` xa^y du+.ng dda^'t nu+o+'c, co' co`n na(`m trong
pha.m tru` dda^'u tranh cho da^n chu? kho^ng? Anh nghi~ the^' na`o
ve^` vie^.c na`y, co' ddo^`ng ti`nh vo+'i phu+o+ng pha'p ddo' kho^ng?
To^i tra? lo+`i to^i chi? nghe Kie^?ng no'i qua nhu+ the^', kho^ng
hie^?u be^n ngoa`i ho. co' thu+.c hie^.n hay kho^ng. To^i nghi~ ddo'
la` mo^.t ca'ch ga^y su+'c e'p cu?a ho. ddo^'i vo+'i Nha` nu+o+'c. Tuy
nhie^n to^i kho^ng ddo^`ng y' vo+'i bie^.n pha'p na`y vi` tu+`
tru+o+'c to^i va^~n chu? tru+o+ng ca^`n co' su+. dda^`u tu+ be^n
ngoa`i va`o, ca`ng nhie^`u ca`ng to^'t va` to^i dda~ vie^'t ha(?n
mo^.t ba`i ve^` va^'n dde^` na`y. DDo^'i vo+'i to^i, ca'i gi` ddu'ng
to^i no'i ddu'ng, ca'i gi` sai to^i no'i sai, to^i cha(?ng no'i theo
ai ca?.
Trong nga`y 28/8, Ye^'n pha?i la`m vie^.c 2 buo^?i. To^i cho+? Ye^'n
cu`ng ddi va` cuo^'i buo^?i khi ve^`, chu'ng to^i he.n nhau ai ra
so+'m thi` qua nha` tho+` Con Ga` be^n ca.nh dde^? ddo+.i. Hai buo^?i
Ye^'n dde^`u ra tre^~ ho+n to^i va` lu'c na`o ma(.t cu~ng bu+`ng
bu+`ng sa('c gia^.n. Ye^'n la` ngu+o+`i de^~ bo^.c lo^. ca?m xu'c va`
kho^ng quen "ddo^'i tho.i" vo+'i CA nhu+ to^i.
Ye^'n ke^?: CA tra ho?i ve^` vie^.c anh em o+? nu+o+'c ngoa`i go+?i
tie^`n ve^` giu'p gia ddi`nh nhu+ the^' na`o, ca^.u em Pha.m The^'
Hu`ng ma^'t ti'ch ra sao? Ta.i sao Ye^'n ga^`n dda^y mo+'i lie^n la.c
ddu+o+.c, ye^u ca^`u Ye^'n ke^ khai ly' li.ch... va` mo^.t so^' va^'n
dde^` lie^n quan dde^'n NK cu?a to^i.
Hai ca'n bo^. la`m vie^.c vo+'i Ye^'n la` P va` U. P la` mo^.t trong
nhu+~ng ngu+o+`i trong to^? dda~ ddo'ng cho^'t nga(n cha(.n tru+o+'c
nha` to^i ma^'y tha'ng tru+o+'c ne^n Ye^'n bie^'t ra^'t ro~. Hai
ngu+o+`i no'i kho^ng pha?i nhie^.m vu. ho. la`m chuye^.n na`y nhu+ng
vi` ca'n bo^. chuye^n tra'ch ddi co^ng ta'c va('ng ne^n ho. la`m thay.
P dda(.t ca^u ho?i va` U ghi bie^n ba?n.
P truy : trong NK to^i co' vie^'t sau khi ddu+a Li~nh xem NK va` Li~nh
co' y' kie^'n, to^i va` Ye^'n dda~ ba`n ba.c va` ddo^`ng y' bo? mo^.t
so^' cho^~ va^.y nhu+~ng cho^~ ddo' la` cho^~ na`o? Ye^'n tra? lo+`i
vi` ba^.n no'i chuye^.n vo+'i Chi Minh, vo+. Li~nh ne^n Ye^'n kho^ng
nghe to^i va` Li~nh no'i gi`. NK to^i vie^'t va^~n giu+~ nguye^n nhu+
the^', cha(?ng bo? cho^~ na`o ca?. P cho Ye^'n kho^ng tha`nh tha^.t
nhu+ng Ye^'n va^~n giu+~ nguye^n lo+`i khai nhu+ the^'.
P ho?i ca^u kha'c: Ye^'n co' cho ddi.a chi? o+? tru+o+`ng kho^ng ma`
Hoa`ng Tie^'n va` mo^.t so^' ngu+o+`i o+? nu+o+'c ngoa`i go+?i thu+
ve^` cho Ye^'n theo ddi.a chi? o+? tru+o+`ng. Ye^'n no'i kho^ng cho ai
ca?, ho. tu+. bie^'t va` go+?i. P go+.i y' : Chi. co' nghi~ ra(`ng anh
Cu+. cho kho^ng? Ye^'n tra? lo+`i la` kho^ng nghi~ gi` ca? nhu+ng U
dda~ tu+. ghi bie^n ba?n y' ma` P go+.i ra, Ye^'n ddo`i xo'a bo? y'
ddo' trong bie^n ba?n nhu+ng P no'i kho^ng ca^`n va` ghi the^m va`o
bie^n ba?n la` vie^.c ddo' co' the^? ddu'ng co' the^? sai. Tuy Ye^'n
kho^ng ddo^`ng y' nhu+ng P kho^ng chi.u, cho qua chuye^.n kha'c va`
cu+' the^' ca~i qua ca~i la.i nhie^`u la^`n co' lu'c to tie^'ng, sau
cu`ng Ye^'n tha^'y kho^ng ca^`n thie^'t ne^n bo? qua luo^n. P co`n
truy ho?i ve^` la' thu+ cu?a Hoa`ng Tie^'n go+?i ve^` tru+o+`ng, do ai
o+? tru+o+`ng ddu+a, co' ddo.c no^.i dung kho^ng? Co' bie^'t ddo' la`
mo^.t ba`i vie^'t cho^'ng ddo^'i Nha` nu+o+'c hay kho^ng?.
Nhie^`u ca^u ho?i Ye^'n tra? lo+`i kho^ng nho+' ne^n P va(.n la.i la`
ta.i sao chuye^.n P theo do~i nga(n cha(.n chu'ng to^i ma^'y tha'ng
tru+o+'c Ye^'n va^~n co`n nho+'? Ye^'n tra? ddu~a ngay vie^.c ddo'
la`m sao que^n ddu+o+.c vi` ga^y a^'n tu+o+.ng ma.nh, in sa^u va`o
ta^m tri' se~ kho^ng bao gio+` que^n va` cu~ng tu+` ddo' Ye^'n hoa`n
toa`n ma^'t ca?m ti`nh khi nghi~ dde^'n CA.
Vi` mo^.t so^' vie^.c Ye^'n no'i kha'c vo+'i ddie^`u to^i ghi trong NK
ne^n P cho Ye^'n la` gia'o vie^n ma` kho^ng trung thu+.c. Ye^'n no^?i
gia^.n no'i Ye^'n luo^n luo^n trung thu+.c co`n vie^.c to^i vie^'t
nhu+ the^' na`o la` quye^`n cu?a to^i, to^i la` nha` va(n muo^'n
vie^'t gi` thi` vie^'t. Co' lu'c Ye^'n to tie^'ng la`m P pha?i ra
ddo'ng cu+?a pho`ng, so+. ngu+o+`i be^n ngoa`i nghe tha^'y. Sau mo^~i
buo^?i la`m vie^.c P la.i ba('t Ye^'n vie^'t ba?n tu+o+`ng tri`nh,
kho^ng bie^'t ca^'p tre^n no'i gi` ma` P ca^`m ba?n tu+o+`ng tri`nh
cu?a Ye^'n ra va(.n ve.o na`o la` tha^'y tro^'ng tra?i vi` kho^ng
dde^` "Co^.ng ho`a xa~ ho^.i chu? nghi~a VN- DDo^.c la^.p -Tu+. do
-Ha.nh phu'c" cu~ng kho^ng dde^` gu+?i co+ quan na`o. Nhu+ va^.y co'
y' gi`? Ye^'n tra? lo+`i cha(?ng co' y' gi` ca? , dda^y co' pha?i la`
ddo+n tu+` dda^u ma` pha?i ghi nhu+ va^.y. Rie^ng chuye^.n na`y cu~ng
ca~i qua la.i mo^.t ho^`i. To^i bie^'t ti'nh Ye^'n, khi bu+'c xu'c
Ye^'n se~ pha?n kha'ng ra^'t quye^'t lie^.t.
Cuo^'i nga`y la`m vie^.c, P xu+ng em va` no'i vo+'i Ye^'n: Chi. tho^ng
ca?m tu.i em chi? la`m nhie^.m vu. tho^i. Ngoa`i ra tu.i em ddo^'i
vo+'i chi. cu~ng la` ti`nh ca?m giu+~a ngu+o+`i va` ngu+o+`i tho^i. Ra
ddu+o+`ng ga(.p em chi. co' cha`o, no'i chuye^.n vo+'i em kho^ng?
DDa^'y cu~ng la` tha'i ddo^. cu?a nhie^`u ca'n bo^. CA sau khi la`m
vie^.c vo+'i to^i. DDo' la` ca'ch cu?a ho. dde^? bo+'t ga^y oa'n thu`
do nghe^` nghie^.p cu?a ho. ta.o ra, kho^ng co' lo+.i cho ho. hay ho.
dda~ no'i thu+.c lo`ng mi`nh. Du` sao to^i va^~n tin va`o ti'nh
thie^.n trong con ngu+o+`i.
Nga`y 29/8
Ye^'n nghi?, to^i tie^'p tu.c ddi la`m vie^.c.
Mo^.t ca^u ho?i kha' vo^ ly': Ta.i sao nhu+~ng ngu+o+`i o+? nu+o+'c
ngoa`i tru+o+'c 75 kho^ng u?ng ho^. nhu+~ng hoa.t ddo^.ng cu?a to^i
ba^y gio+` la.i u?ng ho^.? To^i tra? lo+`i, nhu+~ng ngu+o+`i ddo'
hoa(.c kho^ng bie^'t to^i, hoa(.c o+? trong bo^. ma'y chi'nh quye^`n
ma` to^i dda^'u tranh cho^'ng la.i ne^n ho. kho^ng u?ng ho^. to^i.
Co`n ba^y gio+` li.ch su+? dda~ sang trang, suy nghi~ cu?a mo.i
ngu+o+`i dde^`u co' the^? thay ddo^?i, ho. tha^'y nhu+~ng hoa.t
ddo^.ng cu?a to^i nha(`m dda^'u tranh cho da^n chu? ne^n ho. u?ng
ho^., ddie^`u ddo' dda^u co' gi` kho' hie^?u.
S la.i ho?i the^m mo^.t so^' va^'n dde^` ve^` cuo^'n NK cu?a to^i.
Ta.i sao to^i ye^u ca^`u Quo^'c thu ho^`i NK khi bie^'t Quo^'c mang
ddi SG ho^`i cuo^'i na(m ngoa'i? Vi` to^i kho^ng muo^'n Quo^'c pho^?
bie^'n ro^.ng do trong NK co' mo^.t so^' ddoa.n co' the^? ga^y hie^?u
la^`m, va cha.m vo+'i ba.n be`. To^i co^' y' no'i ro~ nhu+ the^' dde^?
CA bo+'t nghi va^'n vi` to^i bie^'t ho. dda~ truy nhie^`u ngu+o+`i
ve^` va^'n dde^` na`y. Ho. so+. to^i dda~ vie^'t nhu+~ng gi` tha^.t
quan tro.ng nhu+ ve^` to^? chu+'c, ca'c dda^`u mo^'i lie^n la.c,
phu+o+ng thu+'c hoa.t ddo^.ng ... ho. ca^`n bie^'t nhu+ng to^i dda~
bo? ddi. Tha^.t ra cha(?ng co' gi` ca? nhu+ng CA luo^n nghi ngo+`.
DDu'ng la` "cho+i" vo+'i CA kho^ng pha?i de^~.
Nha^.t ky' khi co^ng bo^' co' co`n la` NK kho^ng? To^i da^~n chu+'ng
tru+o+`ng ho+.p cu?a Ann Frank va` no'i tu`y tru+o+`ng ho+.p NK co'
the^? co^ng bo^' va` ti'nh cha^'t va^~n la` NK.
Ke^'t thu'c NK to^i co' pha^n ti'ch ma^'y ly' do va` quye^'t ddi.nh
la^'y tu+.a dde^` NK la` "To^i ba`y to?" thay vi` "To^i to^' ca'o",
va^.y to^i muo^'n ba`y to? gi`, vo+'i ai, to^' ca'o ai? To^i co' du+.
ddi.nh co^ng bo^' NK kho^ng? To^i tra? lo+`i to^i cha(?ng to^' ca'o ai
ca?. To^i vie^'t NK trong mo^.t giai ddoa.n co' nhie^`u bie^'n co^',
ghi la.i nhu+~ng suy nghi~, su+. vie^.c, ca?m xu'c, ti`nh ca?m cu?a
mi`nh va` ne^'u NK ddu+o+.c co^ng bo^', ddo' la` mo^.t ca'ch ba`y to?
vo+'i ta^'t ca? mo.i ngu+o+`i, ke^? ca? ddo^'i vo+'i nha` nu+o+'c, vi`
trong NK co' nhie^`u va^'n dde^` lie^n quan dde^'n ti`nh hi`nh chung.
Thu+.c ra ban dda^`u to^i kho^ng co' du+. ddi.nh co^ng bo^' NK, sau
ddo' to^i nghi~ ca^`n thie^'t cu~ng co' the^? co^ng bo^', nhu+ng sau
ddo' nu+~a to^i tha^'y vie^.c co^ng bo^' hie^.n nay chu+a phu` ho+.p
ne^n to^i kho^ng la`m.
To^i no'i the^m nhu+ng S kho^ng ghi va`o bie^n ba?n: Gi?a du. o+?
nu+o+'c ngoa`i co' ba?n NK cu?a to^i ho. muo^'n co^ng bo^' cu~ng pha?i
xin phe'p va` ddu+o+.c to^i ddo^`ng y' ho. mo+'i la`m. Ngay vie^.c
xua^'t ba?n ta'c pha^?m bi`nh thu+o+`ng ho. cu~ng pha?i xin phe'p ta'c
gi?a, huo^'ng ho^` dda^y la` NK mang ti'nh ca'ch rie^ng tu+. To^i tin
o+? nu+o+'c ngoa`i ho. ra^'t to^n tro.ng va^'n dde^` na`y.
To^i no'i nhu+ the^' dde^? tra^'n an CA, la`m ho. bo+'t chi~a mu~i
du`i va`o co^ng vie^.c na`y vi` to^i bie^'t ho. ra^'t nga.i chuye^.n
NK cu?a to^i ddu+o+.c co^ng bo^' va` ho. dda~ ti`m ddu? mo.i ca'ch
dde^? nga(n cha(.n. Co' la^`n Quo^'c ke^? vo+'i to^i, mo^.t ca'n bo^.
CA no'i vo+'i anh la` NK cu?a to^i dda~ ddu+o+.c co^ng bo^' tu+`ng
pha^`n o+? nu+o+'c ngoa`i. Quo^'c ba'c bo? va` gia?i thi'ch co' mo^.t
ba`i to^i vie^'t tu+o+`ng thua^.t vie^.c ba.n be` o+? DDa` La.t ddi
ddo'n HSP o+? tu` ve^` ddu+o+.c nhie^`u ba'o o+? nu+o+'c ngoa`i
dda(ng. DDa^y la` mo^.t ba`i rie^ng re~ tuy la^'y ra tu+` trong NK.
Quo^'c bie^'t ro~ chuye^.n ddo' vi` trong to+` ba'o Tin Nha` CA ti.ch
thu o+? nha` Quo^'c co' dda(ng ba`i vie^'t cu?a to^i.
Buo^?i chie^`u mo+'i la`m vie^.c khoa?ng mo^.t tie^'ng, S ddu+o+.c tin
nha('n cu?a ngu+o+`i nha` co' vie^.c ga^'p ne^n xin lo^~i ta.m ke^'t
thu'c ve^` so+'m, he.n nga`y mai la`m tie^'p.
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