am a homosexual, i am sure of this

am a homosexual, i am sure of this, but i have never told anyone. I am not masculine and i do go out with boys and pretend to be interested in boys, so i don't think anyone has guessed it either. Now i have come to the point where i just have to tell someone. I don't want to talk to my parents first. i want to tell this girl friend of mine, but i don't know how to do it. what makes it worse is that i live with her at the moment. i don't want her to think i like her like that. I think it will be a shock to her, but she does accept gay people as i far as i know. but how can I tell her? another problem is that i only like girls who are heterosexual. i know for a fact that the 3 girls i have liked are feminine and they are straight. please help! thank you!!

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