Re: Patrick Johnson Kicks ass

Thank you Doug, I appreciate that. I ave not posted anything to you or
about you during any of this, or during my war with FL... every once in
a while you were referred to, but I cannot recall any confrontation
between you and i on any of the moderated forums, or in here. I have
always been respectful of you, and I chose not to resort to the name
calling behavior because of that. My problem with Pat is that he's an
***, and a hypocrit. Plain and simple. He's insensitive in his
demeanor and he is unwilling or unable to apologize or admit that he is
wrong - when he is wrong. I'm not saying that he's always wrong, he
just is not very open in his thinking and therefore condemns a lot of
people - insulting them in the process. Why anyone would respect
someone like that is beyond me. If you do, then I choose not to
associate with you. Your acceptance of that type of behavior is just as
bad as when he does it.

I was upset because I was trying to do something away from the board to
show our support for you and your family during a very difficult,
painful situation. Several of us eventually came to the decision to
respect your privacy due to the anger you displayed in the "Drivermaker
is Scum" thread. We thought it was best to leave you alone as anything
associated with the forums (at that time) would possibly upset you
further. i believe we made a wise choice, and I can understand why you
were so angry. All of a sudden - I'm Fast Larry's alias or I must be
Drivermaker??? How did you come to that conclusion? Did it just look
nice on the screen? That hurt my feelings worse than anything Larry
said about me in 300 posts full of insults.

BTW.... FL is no longer here because of...who??? Its because of Larry.
I have spoken with Larry on the phone on several occasions and
corresponded with him through e-mails over teh past month and a half.
He is done with posting the garbage posts from Bong Soon Han and Dr.
Shoepenhauer and the rest of his cast of looney toons. Getting him to
stop - That wasn't easy to do, but I was able to be a part of that, but
ALL the credit goes to Larry for stopping - and so far he is living up
to that. I could have left it the way it was and you could be singing
Da-Doo-Run-Run with Dr. Shoepenhauer instead of reading this. Its a
trade off.

I didn't do that so that I can be ridiculed, impersonated by idiots, or
referred to as a FL alias. I did it to get RSB back to what it used to
be. NEWSFLASH - after Larry was gone - I LEFT TOO!!!! I only came back
when my name was being brought up as a FL alias. Guess who brought it
up? The rest of this BS is BS. I understand that. I just dont see how
Pat or Lou, or anyone else can point a finger at me for being hostile
when I can look at how they treated people like Ratchet, Mario, JAM,
Sincerely Sam, and a lot of other people that stay away from here now.
I believe I am justified in defending myself.

In closing, let me say - No hard feelings, I really appreciate that
you took the time to respond to me.

Debra Li

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