Re: Do we all agree on the following:

Vince@xxxxxxxxxxxxx wrote:

Hi Vince,

I find that ignoring people who step on my toes is usually the most
calm way to deal with things. There are people out there who love to
get others going, so why give them the benefit of seeing you mad? They
get angry when you either don't respond or respond kindly. It's kind
of funny, but that is usually what I practice, except for when it comes
to someone riding my tail in a car, then I'm a hypocrite. :)

Obviously from your emotional responses, you've dealt with a great deal
of pain, perhaps some type of abuse. I can't venture to guess what
type of pain you've had, but I have seen your posts in
alt.suicide.holiday so it must include some form of emotional pain as
well, so whatever you've suffered from, I'm truly sorry and I hope that
now is your time of healing and that you can find peace in this world.

Love,

Thanks Stacey, I really appreciate your kind words.

You are welcome.


I HAVE been abused, at the very start of life, as a baby...

I could sense that from your responses. I am very sorry to hear of
that.

If I hadn't been abused then, I wouldn't have grown so senstive to
physical pain. My problem right now is not emotional pain, but
physical pain. I'm an expert in it. And when somebody tells me I don't
have a clue as to what real pain is about, it makes me very, very
angry and upset.

That is understandable... very understandable.


After I read Rob's post, I went to sleep and I dreamt I was being
tortured with a knife. I could really feel the pain too, as if I was
awake, I dream like that.

I remember we've talked about dreams before on ROM, and I remember you
saying you go lucid often. That would not be a very pleasant lucid
dream to have.

-Stacey
http://victoriacatherine.blogspot.com

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