Re: I've gained 10 lbs....

On Dec 27, 1:21 am, nobody is escaping <goldarac...@xxxxxxxxx> wrote:
On Dec 26, 11:17 pm, nobody is escaping <rache...@xxxxxxx> wrote:





On Dec 26, 8:23 pm, nobody is escaping <goldarac...@xxxxxxxxx> wrote:

On Dec 26, 8:09 pm, Gemini Jackson <geminijackso...@xxxxxxxxx> wrote:

On Wed, 26 Dec 2007 19:52:03 -0800 (PST), nobody is escaping

<goldarac...@xxxxxxxxx> wrote:
On Dec 26, 7:39 pm, nobody is escaping <goldarac...@xxxxxxxxx> wrote:
gemini jackson wrote: I've gained 10 lbs....

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You think *that's* bad...

I'm probably the fattest person here. lol.

.jpgs please.

Does anybody else wanna weigh in? lol. (corny joke #387)- Hide quoted text -

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Haha. Lol.

ARE YOU CRAZY????

I'm not brave enough to be captured on film or whatever.

It's terrifying.

It would make you recoil in horror. (I'm just talking about myself,
don't take it personally, I feel like beating myself up, I need a
weakness. Hey, this is my comdedian job. I'm busting on myself. Don't
take it personally. Was that an awful thing to say? I was trying to
lighten the mood.

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You know, I really should take responsiblity for my behavior the whole
time, I am not a drug addict, I don't think, maybe I am, do I have a
choice in this, who decides, is there any excuse, I know I'm a ***
up, maybe I just don't think I am that bad, is that any way to measure
yourself, on a sliding scale, or however you say it, I am totally self-
obsessed and self-indulging, as Julian says, oh g-d, if only I can
share some fun with people, to give back. (And believe me, I suffer
plenty, I don't think that makes anybody happy, and it certainly won't
make someone who doesn't like you start to like you, so can it, shut
the *** up, either say something funny, or go away. it's hopeless,
you are going to whine and moan and bitch and go on and on, well,
hopefully somebody likes it, if not, omg, this is really bad, why
don't you like go get a job or something, nobody wants me, seriously,
this is stupid, I think yes, I am a *** up, omg, it's totally true,
this is totally self-indubgent mental masturbatory crap, ok, look,
maybe this is what I do to entertain myself, seriously, I AM SO
FRIGGEN BORED OTHERWISE, I GOTS TO ENTERTAIN MYSELF, I AM LITERALLY
GOING *CRAZY* WITH BOREDOM AND DEPRESSION, OK???

Seriously, that seems like a legitimate request or need or something.

I'm almost not doing anything illegal here.

I just feel so all alone. All I am connecting with is a computer, no
sense of who is on the other side.

I feel bad for myself. :/

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You know what? I was reading this over, and people who like it that
you suffer, maybe they do exist, I don't know, there's both justice
and then there's evil, that is SO SCARY to think there is evil
anywhere in the world.

I'm very scared.

This is so fucked up, it's in part because I did pot. It's AMAZING the
way it can change what you are thinking. I mean, you'd think this
would mess you up forever, you would always be afraid, but you can
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Is it sad that I turn to drugs.

Yes, I agree.

It's medicine here, now, these days.

It sure is a little quirky!

I've been laughing a lot, too, so it's also good.

Just gotta stay on the green side of the fence!(whatever that means)

Just try and laugh it off.

BOB, I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!

(what if he doesn't read this? drat, it's like we are separate, far
away. he doesn't know me. it's a whole other reality. i'm nobody. you
know what? i'm still a nobody if he reads this. just shut up. nobody
cares anymore. does he doesn't he, will you ever fucking shut up and
stop repeating yourself you are so goddamned boring, you're lucky you
get what you get.

I'm sorry about your hernia.

I'm talking to my body.

I feel like I'm the wild woman in charge of Rachel's body.

OMG, I'm the bad one.

This is totally schizo, right?



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