Re: i feel so stupid

well, the refill didn't go through, Leanne told me, even though the
bottle said i could have one more, even though it was a mistake.

i can't believe i said my life was a tragedy.

cancer is a tragedy.

war is tragedy.

death of a child is tragedy.

this is nothing.

this is just f*cking pitiful garbage.

that's all i've got, that's what i *am*.

i should just shut the f*ck up and just wait.

wait to die.

because other than writing, i am totally disabled.

i have no power.

i can't force myself to ride the bike.

i can't control my eating.

i can't control my smoking.

i'm scared.

i guess i should be glad the pills didn't go through. i don't want to
have to be taking narcotics. but i had to before, and now they ran out,
and i am probably going to be incredibly sick and nervous, and this is
all i have people. i am SO SORRY. i am SO SORRY for doing this to your
newsgroup. i'm SURE there must be other places for you to meet on the
internet...aren't there?

please, i didn't come here to stop anything, wait...oh god, yes i
did...in the sense that i had this crazy idea that if people stopped
going to bob dylan's concerts he would have nothing to do and come see
me, after i came here and saw that there were people, to my SURPISE,
who actually liked bob dylan's music.

oh god, i'm such a f*cking mess.

i can't handle the real world.

oh god, i hate myself.

i'm sorry, but it's true.

.

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