Re: hi rmd :)

Rachel skrev:
Rachel wrote:
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i hid in my bedroom the whole time. i didn't even go out.

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oh, you know what i want to say...i just remembered this.

when i was lying on the bed, and everybody was gathing in the
living/dining room areas, i felt so "naked," you know, just lying there
on the bed, and everybody knowing i wasn't coming out...

i remembered bob dylan.

i remembered reading about how he spent a Thanksgiving all alone in his
hotel room.

and i thought to myself, "well, if bob dylan can be anti-social, if
it's ok for bob dylan to do it, then it's ok for me!" not in those
exact words. more like, "well, he did it..."


I have hiding myself over the time, since I was a little boy age 10-11
I couldent face the world. Already then I was an outload.

To be anti-social isent bad you know. Everyone else is "so called social" , but what the *** , its the establishment thats wrong.

Who decided in the first place whats proper behaviour?


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