Re: Warrior Gene

On 6 okt, 04:50, Morbius <billamaho...@xxxxxxxxx> wrote:
On Oct 5, 1:17 pm, Sam the Bam <samtheb...@xxxxxxxxx> wrote:

On Oct 3, Morbius <billamaho...@xxxxxxxxx> wrote:

People who hate needles are wimps.

try getting a feeding thru the blood tube put into your neck
with no novicane by a med student thats scared shitless
and has no idea what shes doing sometime.

She had no adult supervision?

no.
she comes in the room "i gotta put this little tube in a vein in your
neck...it wont hurt"
she changes the bed level so my feet are higher than my head.
she sez "takle a deep breath" and i feel a needle sticking in my neck,
which is alot worse than a limb, it sucked hard.
after digging around saying she couldnt find it an me gritting my
teeth and pretending not to be in agony...she wasa cute...iu got a low
self esrteem...i guess on some evolutionary level we must pretenmd to
cute biotches to be badasses, even when down to 120 pounds, withred to
a skeleton i break and im like "look i can take this anymore...it
hurts to much" she of course has read the book...the book sez when
they say that you say DEEP BREATHS ITLL JUTS BE A MINUTE"
BUT ME, IM A COservative,,,to us words mean things...when i say i cant
it anymore...i mean i cant take it anymore...she sez"ph it aint that
bad"
i say "have you had one?"
she sez "one more chance" i say "ok go for it, but im gonna flip out"
she sez "ill do it fast and hard get it over with"
all at once three things happen, i feel a knife in my neck...she sys
"oh hell" amd a streem of blood spurts staight up a foot or two and
comes down in my eyes...now be aware im deathly ill, and effectivly
upside down...
i reach to grab at her wrists, ill break her arms if i can...were i
not weaker than her... and thats the last i recall.
i awake in the OR and look up...im still covered in blood...its matted
my hair and dry, i had lots of hair back then...im still upside down
and i see a drs upside down face looking down at me i say "whats going
on?"
he sez "youre ok.,....there was a problem, but youll be ok, its going
in and we'll look around and find out whats nicked.... im the
anestesioligist...ill take you pain away"
right now im no longer in agony, it just throbs its nuthing... but
gettihg high is always a good thing so i say "when will it kick in  he
sez "right...about....now." and at now im high as a kite.
im told i am hugely entertainly in the OR when doped up.its been
mentioned to me a dozen times.but after i never recall a thing.
later he tells me when he thought i was out they turned on the radio
like they always do, and i sang aloud to the stones get off of my
cloud and then gave a fascinating speech.
maybe a day or two later in the ICU, i reached up to run a hand thru
my hair and my head felt like a scab....i mean i i had dried blood
welled up so deeply matted in it like 5 showers later they water still
had a tint of red in it around my feet.
i asked later how i bled so much, they said they said she kinda messed
up , but did her best and she had apologised to me later and thanked
me for understanding...i had no recollection of ever seeing her agin,
guess i was doped up.
oh, and even in the OR theyt couldnt get it in my neck and said my
arteries in there were "uncooperative" so they put the tube in my
chest.....whioch they tried to do a couple years later no
novicanie...and again i was real skinny being sick, and the doc was
cuting thru my pec and i was freaking out and he said "wow, you look
so ill, but you have this really thick and hard pectoral muscle that
id only seen on a bodybuider" so they sent me to the OR again to get
it.
the point of the stpory is just tpo say once some said i had a strong
pec, and i am so needy with such a low self esteem, years later im
compleed to mention it online to strangers.

itll change the way you look at things.

So you are now afraid of a flu shot?
Irrational.

i just got a flu shot, my doc said i cant get one cause im on
immunosupressants, but i went into walgreens and got it anyways cause
i just cant shake it when i get it.
im wondering if the innoculation maye give it to you if on those meds
im on.
oh well, lets find out.
being on the iv feeding they gave me what looks like a milkshake right
into my blood. and they said it had 1000's of colorioes, many
1000's...in about 4 days i was still skeletal but had a ginormous
potbelly.
so the next time i was on it i bitched and again i started on it maybe
125ish, and they gave me the *** to get fat for a week or two, but
cause i bitched they also gave me IV oxandrin...im lying in bed, vcand
do one pushup, and a week later i am jackled and ripped, ok not
jcakled, but i gained  a shitload of muscle and was sweating alot and
had a boner like 24/7..im like "what the ***" and the do sez
"oxandrin is a steroid, not like prdnisone, you may have heard it
called anavar...they gave me a big dose, and i gained huge strength
while unable to leave a bed.
it was then i knew that roids could give an ill guy with *** genetics
a fot look, that all athletes just had tpo be on it.and years later i
find out almost all are.
less so in sports with weight divisions, but being thick, while having
definition, and having cardio combined...no one on the planet has
those three things together without being roiding.thats fact.

Should have armbarred her
.

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