Re: Is that what Bill Reed does


"Lawyerkill" <Lawyerkill@xxxxxxx> wrote in message news:021f4645-475e-44c9-9582-44e9ce542753@xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
On Aug 28, 12:53�am, "Chippy" <chi...@xxxxxxxxxxxx> wrote:
"-=DirtBag�" <D...@xxxxxxxxx> wrote in message

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> Chippy wrote:
>> The � more I work, the more backwards I go, and the more bad luck I >> have,
>> for the last five years.
>> c

> Usually were our own worst critic. �Sit down and analyze why your making
> the choices your making.. �Remember your not alone in being frustrated
> with this market. I dont know what you were trading but I am assuming a
> leveraged ETF or something really volatile.

LMFAO, you don't get it.
No matter what decision I make, including deciding to make no deciosion, has
been the wrong decision every time and in all seriousness, I have a genius
level IQ, but am obviously the dumbest idiot on the planet.

I never discuss what I have bought or sold, but yeah, at least that dumb.

c

No, you don't get it. Between the ages of about 21-27 I was working
70-80 hours a week, making ungodly money as a contract engineer(Job
Shopper) and decided to take all the money I had and open CB Radio
Stores. For a little while I was during great and then the CB crash
hit and I loss my stores, home, wife and every thing I own excepted
for my car. I lived in my car, with my dog for about 6 six months,
moving the car here and there because they were looking to repo it.
Living in your car gives you a lot of time to think. And I did what I
always do, I tried to figure out what did, "I" do to cause this. I
didn't blame a employee for stealing from me, I didn't blame the big
companies for going BK and owning me tons of money for doing all their
warrarty service, yes they were part of it, but mostly it was caused
by me,.me risking every penny I had on one thing, me holding on and
not closing store when there was no business, etc.., it was me.

It took many years, but I turn things around, so you are not the only
one out there with problems.

............................................
I understand this and I lived in a car, and worse, totally homeless for a long time.
At one point, I ate out of dumpsters in upper Manhattan, for real, got deathly sick there, too, was in Winter.
I was responsible for every bit of that, and while I am partially responsible for losing money now, much of the money was flat out stolen and taken to a far away distant land (they are still investigating and looking for some of the purps, but have concluded fraud and theft).
The rest is that I am incapable of stopping losses and following rules.

As far as going backwards and having bad luck at every turn, well that's out of my control and the more I try and turn this around or fight it, the worse it gets.
I'll take any and all advice I can get, thanks,

I really do have software and no, I'm not trying to sell it here, and no, I'm not a scam; my losses are real and devastating, especially being the second time.
My intent was always to start a data analysis business because I know I could make 1000 times more that way than just selling what I have to an interested hedge fund, etc.
If I would have had my work finished by March, and could have followed my rules, I would have recovered all losses for my entire life, at least based on my analysis.
I was looking for someone to trade for me, based on program output, since I am incapable, and I could not find anyone.
I really have a condition that requires costly medicine, but I refuse to put that cost on my employer's insurance.
I also have a mother that helped me considerably when I was younger, and I will need to take care of her when she can no longer work, and not being able to hurts worse than all other regrets combined, and believe me, I have endless regrets.
I don't know what to do and I don't know how to turn this Titanic around, but I'll die if I can't do it soon.
I never took anything in life without honest, hard work for it, and I'll never take anything for free, but I am in great need of help turning this around.
I would do almost anything, but I definitely need to somehow get some people off my back that deliberately want me to fail and die, due to my big mouth..
c

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