Re: having a morning of hell
- From: "Carmen SK" <carmensk@xxxxxxxxxxx>
- Date: Wed, 18 Aug 2010 07:54:34 -0400
< Im sorry to hear about your exam. Can you retake it?>
no I can't retake, the only thing I can hope is that the teacher let me pass the class and even than it will be the lowest mark I ever had. So I am still thinking to retake the class.
smoking urges come and go, lots of times in the morning but they are not strong anymore and don't stay for long. I have now times where my first thought is not I need a smoke anymore. That feels nice .
Yes I was in the military and got medical released last year because of BP. I still miss it, I truly loved it. In the military we always had to follow order but at the same time had a lots of support and worked like a team, relying on each other In a way that is what my radio checks are, a reminder of what I can do and it has a lot of encouragement in it for me the way SteveS answered it back. His messages are powerful and often I think twice before I even get near smokes. I don't want to disappoint HQ again.
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PolarBear
Rocker2004
"Failing to prepare is preparing to fail" I will not fail.
I will prove that Bipolars can stay quit too
"Becky" <sobern2003@xxxxxxxxxx> wrote in message news:i4g19o$7fi$1@xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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"Carmen SK" <carmensk@xxxxxxxxxxx> wrote in message news:bfwao.68564$4B7.7810@xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxI didn't sleep well last night, my mind was replaying the whole accounting exam and I was just tossing around. I can't believe I screwed up that badly..
Im sorry to hear about your exam.Can you retake it?
this morning when I got up I had terrible smoking urges so I just kept busy.
Im glad you got thru them.How quickly do they pass for you? I really havent had many and the ones I have had were pretty mild and left quickly.
to make things worse I caught a virus last night when I was chatting
with one of my class mates. He send me a link and stupid me I clicked on it but the link didn't came from him. Now my computer is hijacked and acting weird. I know hubby can fix it but it will take time and today it's the wrong day for it. I have an exam in Access Database and needed to study for it. Oh well now I have to go early to school and do it at school. sucks but I know that smoking isn't going to make anything better.
Damn,dont you just hate when something gets in your computer and messes it up! I have had viruses lots of times. It sucks! Im glad your husband can fix it. I usually end up getting infected so bad that I have to completely wipe the hard drive and reformat the damn thing.
even my meter is acing weird it shows 9 month quit, dam this is frustrating.
I wonder how that happened.weird.
SteveS radio check wow I got promoted to Sergeant, having a hard time this morning but I know by now I am stronger than the enemy. I am safeguarding this quit with my life, will back report later radio check over
I really love reading your radio checks to steve. Were you ever in the military?
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PolarBear
Rocker2004
"Failing to prepare is preparing to fail" I will not fail.
I will prove that Bipolars can stay quit too
Becky
One month, one week, four days, 15 hours, 19 minutes and 59 seconds. 2131 cigarettes not smoked, saving $298.47. Life saved: 1 week, 9 hours, 35 minutes.
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