Re: 109 days to go + 47 psy shifts

Wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh WHINE - I screwed up on the psy shift count. It is currently at #57 - woe be to me and miMathmaticalDeficits

Thanks sweetie :)
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Sue wrote:
On Fri, 14 May 2010 18:55:27 -0400, BSDGAL <bsdgal@xxxxxxxxxx> wrote:

The big move will be here August 31.

Thankful.

Anxious.

Filled with wonder.

Losing weight like crazy since the black mold tragedy - had to dig out halfway skinny clothes - hey, I'm going home skinny at long last :)

Got through Mother's Day - though the picture of Mom in memory was one of a dying mother, I managed to get through it. Mostly chose to isolate on that day (aside from communication with the kids).

The big test will be July 18 - that is the 1st anniversary of Mom's death.

More energy this week with the addition of bladderwrack and nettle to the herbal repository. Hoping to dig up even more energy to clean storage unit and start shipping stuff to the west coast soon.
Black mold allergy is one of the most disgusting allergies that one can have. Fills your lungs with phlegm, creates COPD-like breathing difficulty and you sound like a gurgling straw filled with holes.

I thought that I would never, never, NEVER stop suffering. Amazing what two weeks away from black mold living can do for the human body - and mind too!

BTW - have not thought about smoking in what feels like forever. Am still very thankful for this ng, free of addiction, free of slavery to a corporate-made device, able to take elaborate full breaths and enjoy every second of it, and filled with gratitude to not be smoking.

Gratitude is so important. It renews the spirit. Cleanses the soul. Takes the mindset off self and focuses on the world around us.

I've been a bit concentrated on the little Dutch boy who survived the plane crash - where 103 others died. I wonder what he will be doing in 20-30 years?

Anyway, that is about it for my thoughts tonight. Going to do an overnight shift in aprox. 4 hours - that will punch it down to 46 shifts 2-go in the morning.

Keep the quit, keep posting, keep reading, keep living.

hugs,
/Bev

I don't think I want to be exposed to black mold in order to lose
weight, but I wish something would work.
Great post and looking forward to your arrival on the west coast.
Hugs to ya.
Sue

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