Re: News from SilentNight
- From: DavidL <Dvd716@xxxxxxxxx>
- Date: Thu, 9 Oct 2008 14:02:01 -0700 (PDT)
On Oct 9, 3:38 pm, writer272002 <writer272...@xxxxxxxxx> wrote:
Hi guys,
I got an e-mail from Steve (Silent Night). I hope he won't mind my
sharing it:
Hi Ashley -
I'm currently at the Library - No internet connection where Im living.
I cant seem to log into AS3 - so I opened a new account - I am waiting
to be approved so I can post.
UPDATE:
first of all - thanks for thinking of me - I was reading your post on
Sept 17.
ok -
1) - I am STILL........ Not Smoking. (My meter runs off my laptop -
which I can use, but its slow as a slug - seems Ive gotten a Virus and
its slowing eating my lap away.
2) I am unemployed - Been that way since Aug 6.
I am aquiring gas money and some food by selling my (blood) Plasma
twice a week.
3) I still have my Dog Sonny.
have not paid rent in 2 weeks - landlord getting (fill in the blank)
___________ .
He hasnt been mean or anything, but I wonder what he's thinking.
I cant find work anywhere.
Today, I have applied with the sheriffs dept for dispatch - I just
need to find 5 people that have known me for 5 years (they gotta fill
out a form stating they know me bla bla bla)
5 ???? I'd be lucky to find ONE that knows me that long.
4) Mother and rest of family are not talking to me - No calls -
nothing - Like I dont exist!
(sheesh) like THATS something new! - Whatever !!! I cant play my
mother's CONTROLLING MANIPULATIVE GAMES - She doesnt even know Im
outta work etc.
The BEST thing about me, is, that through ALL this shit - I have not
smoked.
YES,.,....I have been tempted to return to it...I can give you all
those BS answers and reasons why....But I think the reason that I have
not returned is.......
I cannopt AFFORD $$ it.......
and I guess I dont want to go through the quitting stage again.
5) Im still singing on Friday Nights and sometimes on Saturdays - For
no money of course (sigh)
But just to get out and interact with people and have my ego stroked
(confession) a couple of nights a week keeps whatever sanity I have
left.
As soon as I become a (new) member to AS3, I will try to post. Its not
often I can come out and get online.
Please let everyone know I miss them and hope to post again sometime
soon.
I hope you are doing well - I thought of you often (my Quit BUDDY)
Love ya,
Steve
Let him know we're all rooting for him.
Can't wait for him to to come back here and share some success
stories.....
.
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