News from SilentNight

Hi guys,
I got an e-mail from Steve (Silent Night). I hope he won't mind my
sharing it:

Hi Ashley -
I'm currently at the Library - No internet connection where Im living.

I cant seem to log into AS3 - so I opened a new account - I am waiting
to be approved so I can post.

UPDATE:

first of all - thanks for thinking of me - I was reading your post on
Sept 17.


ok -

1) - I am STILL........ Not Smoking. (My meter runs off my laptop -
which I can use, but its slow as a slug - seems Ive gotten a Virus and
its slowing eating my lap away.

2) I am unemployed - Been that way since Aug 6.
I am aquiring gas money and some food by selling my (blood) Plasma
twice a week.

3) I still have my Dog Sonny.

have not paid rent in 2 weeks - landlord getting (fill in the blank)
___________ .
He hasnt been mean or anything, but I wonder what he's thinking.
I cant find work anywhere.
Today, I have applied with the sheriffs dept for dispatch - I just
need to find 5 people that have known me for 5 years (they gotta fill
out a form stating they know me bla bla bla)
5 ???? I'd be lucky to find ONE that knows me that long.

4) Mother and rest of family are not talking to me - No calls -
nothing - Like I dont exist!
(sheesh) like THATS something new! - Whatever !!! I cant play my
mother's CONTROLLING MANIPULATIVE GAMES - She doesnt even know Im
outta work etc.

The BEST thing about me, is, that through ALL this shit - I have not
smoked.
YES,.,....I have been tempted to return to it...I can give you all
those BS answers and reasons why....But I think the reason that I have
not returned is.......
I cannopt AFFORD $$ it.......
and I guess I dont want to go through the quitting stage again.

5) Im still singing on Friday Nights and sometimes on Saturdays - For
no money of course (sigh)
But just to get out and interact with people and have my ego stroked
(confession) a couple of nights a week keeps whatever sanity I have
left.

As soon as I become a (new) member to AS3, I will try to post. Its not
often I can come out and get online.

Please let everyone know I miss them and hope to post again sometime
soon.

I hope you are doing well - I thought of you often (my Quit BUDDY)

Love ya,
Steve
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