Re: did you ever stay up all night?



On Aug 28, 8:17 pm, "PolarBear" <carme...@xxxxxxxxxxx> wrote:
I didn't get any sleep last night and felt tiered all day long. The day was
long and lots of running around and getting no where.

Now night is here again and I am still up for the same reason as last night.
I am scarred to fall asleep and wake up from the same dream at night. I stay
up at night cause I don't like to wake up in the morning just to realize
that I am not sleeping in my bed at home wondering when I will be home
again.

It's hard to explain what I feel but I am scarred to go in my bed and fall
asleep.

would smoking make me feel better?
would I wake up in my bed if I have a smoke?
would the cost of cleaning my house be less?
would I get all my chocolate back?

NO, NO nothing would change. so might as well don't smoke

bear hugs
PolarBear

--
"There is a light at the end of every
tunnel ..just pray it's not a train!"
/me walking in a tunnel until she finds the light.

YOu're being so brave honey and I am so proud of you for not smoking.
love Stephanie
.



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