Re: I should be working



On Thu, 31 Jul 2008 06:51:10 -0700 (PDT), PolarBear
<carmensk@xxxxxxxxxxx> wrote:

But I can't concentrate. Today is just one of those days were my mind
is toying with the idea of having a smoke. I eat gummi bears, drink
lots of water but the urge does not want to go away. I am going
insane. Over the last two hours I walked the hall way so many times up
and down that I lost count of it.

I feel alone in my office. I miss my boss so much. I just feel lost
without her. My mood is just terrible and if I wouldn't be in uniform
I probably would be sitting in a corner and cry. I don't like my
bosse's replacement. She seems to be very arrogant. :( She is just one
of those people. I have been looking for her (she works on the other
site of the building) all morning cause I need something authorized
and she is always out on a smoke break so I have been told.

Damm it can I not just go there? I want to smoke too. But I want., I
know better. I am just trying to get through.

You *can* get through!! You've proven yourself for the last month and
you can keep going on. I don't give advice but here it is anyway.
Yesterday you said that you went outside at your break time to be with
your smoking friends. You are so vulnerable today that I don't think
that would be such a good idea.
About arrogant people - sometimes they can turn out to be very nice. I
learned this lesson the hard way.
Be strong, be committed and be a stubborn bear.
Sue



HappyPolarBear
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