I should be working

But I can't concentrate. Today is just one of those days were my mind
is toying with the idea of having a smoke. I eat gummi bears, drink
lots of water but the urge does not want to go away. I am going
insane. Over the last two hours I walked the hall way so many times up
and down that I lost count of it.

I feel alone in my office. I miss my boss so much. I just feel lost
without her. My mood is just terrible and if I wouldn't be in uniform
I probably would be sitting in a corner and cry. I don't like my
bosse's replacement. She seems to be very arrogant. :( She is just one
of those people. I have been looking for her (she works on the other
site of the building) all morning cause I need something authorized
and she is always out on a smoke break so I have been told.

Damm it can I not just go there? I want to smoke too. But I want., I
know better. I am just trying to get through.

HappyPolarBear
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