***!!!!!!!!!
- From: SilentNight <M.BetterOff@xxxxxxxxx>
- Date: Sat, 30 Jun 2007 09:15:55 -0700
Fucking CRAVING....omg
ok
im shaking...
shaking from nervousness
cuz I feel the fuckimng pull so fucking sgtrong...
i feel like the fucking walls are closing in on me...and theres the OL
fucking death lie...the FALSE FRIEND of a smoke...Fuck You you fucking
liar!!!
Whoever or whatever the *** you are that tempts me to have a
smoke...IM NOT FUCKING SMOKING !!!!!!!!!!!
Im fighting it as I type...
It just came up on me like vomit...the fucking crave was like
vomit...it came up that strong right into my fucking MIND full
blown..and with it the fucking feelings of Dopamine going off like
fireworks -FUCK YOU...Your a fucking lie.....You're the fucking
devil..dressed up all nice...and tempting...promising COMFORT and all
sorts of ***...BUT WHAT YOU DONT TELL YOUR VICTIMS IS...It Will KILL
THEM....first it will get them sooo addicted that they cant
stop....Doesnt matter how disgusting it smells.....BUT ITS ALL
BULL***....Its a fucking lie
Take your fucking cigarettes....and take those thoughts of that
fucking ex - cause she's just as bad as smoking a cigarette - she was
addictive...and kills you in the end...like a fucking black widow
spider - Take your fucking lies of smoking and sell them to someone
else - CAUSE I DONT SMOKE ANYMORE...
and if and 'when' you come back around to me and push this tempting
*** on me again...I will TELL YOU THE SAME FUCKING THING OVER AND
OVER - *** OFF
I'M NOT SMOKING !!!!!!!
Fucking bastid
Mother fucker - Im fucking SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FUCKING PISSED AND
ANGRY.
cuz I felt that fucking craving bull***.
*** me.
One week, six days, 21 hours, 24 minutes and 48 seconds. 347
cigarettes not smoked, saving $55.57. Life saved: 1 day, 4 hours, 55
minutes.
.
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