Re: ITs Geting better,But still hard..
- From: "wasnt me" <k_t_lowe@xxxxxxxxx>
- Date: 28 Jun 2006 00:13:07 -0700
lmao at me ...stupied thing didnt post and i hit it 3 times sorry
all...
wasnt me wrote:
I found myself so down this morning but spent alot of time reading the
posts..Even my boy friend rung me at lunch and said YOU have had one
...When i said i havent i could here the shock in his voice...he really
thought i was going to stuff up..SO DID I ..lol but for some reason i
even handled my friend having a smoke in her house with me there again
..It was hard at first but as long as i didnt take notice of the smoke
just her and thinking yukk..I finally relised im thinking im missing
out ,,,my guts was doing the turning thing etc but when i walked home
and relised i didnt let it really get to me i was so proud of
myself..AGAIN..
Its still hard i seem to think about it every 20 minutes but then you
will be busy doing something and go ..well geeze i havent thought about
a smoke thats a great FEELING...I have nearly made three weeks and i
can look at all the times i have come so close this week and be so
proud i have past...TO THE PEOPLE BEHIND ME...it seems like for ever
but i can say im just starting to see the good things I know its diff
for everyone ..But i cant beleave im now letting a friend smoke around
me..hehehehehehe NOT that she will be doing it all the time ..for me
its something i want her to do so i can face other people smoking..
IS THAT SILLY....
Two weeks, five days, 7 hours, 8 minutes and 3 seconds. 463 cigarettes
not smoked, saving $64.84. Life saved: 1 day, 14 hours, 35 minutes.
HAPPY (at this sec) kim
.
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