Re: Hi Everyone
- From: "rk" <rksays@xxxxxxxx>
- Date: Wed, 22 Aug 2007 23:35:59 -0400
"Diana" <diana.is.saved.by.graceNO@xxxxxxxxxxxxx> wrote in message
news:46ccfda1$0$4046$4c368faf@xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
| Please forgive me for not letting someone know that I am ok. I did not
mean
| to worry anyone.
|
| Chuck wrote and said some were asking about me.
|
| Thank you all for thinking of me.
|
| Truth is I do not comply with what I know should be done. My numbers are
| still high around 500 at all times.
|
| I keep leaving because I anger good people here because of my not doing
what
| needs done. I don't like the so called "tough love" as it makes me get
bull
| headed and do the opposite kind of like "cutting my nose off to spite my
| face".
|
| You all have helped me so much over the years and I thank each and every
one
| of you with all my heart. The job is mine to do. You all have tried so
hard.
|
| Last time, it was, I upset someone because I didn't get her a list of
foods
| I liked
| quick enough so she could help make a menu for me. I don't handle people
| being mad at me very well so I stay away. I feel like I am a burden and
that
| is not
| "feeling sorry for myself" that is just how I feel. Trust me, I don't
feel
| sorry for me. I am angry with me if anything.
|
| I only did good when I was here. I tried harder. I competed but I lost.
I
| lost many friends because of my mood swings and lack of trying. I have
been
| very moody my entire life and the diabetes has made them worse. That
hurt so
| I left. Another friend gone and it is my own fault. I know I need
tougher
| skin but I don't see that happening.
|
| For those who may wonder about the Byetta. Didn't last long. The nausea
was
| more than I could handle.
|
| I should be helping others after 8 years not everyone still helping me.
|
| Thanks and my love to all of you for caring so much.
|
| Again thank you for caring. You just do not realize how much that means
to
| me. More than words can say.
|
| I will stay a while and see how things go and in case anyone has
questions
| for me. Maybe things will be different this time. I hope so. So many of
you
| have risen above this disease. I am very proud of you.
|
|
|
|
i'm NOT mad at you and all you have to do is pick up
the phone and call. all i'm going to say.
still ur friend
reisa
.
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