Living in hell-but you are still on earth!!

Living in hell-but you are still on earth!!

"I am at the point now, when I start a post I usually go through a
series of emotions. Who in the hell wants to read about PAIN?
Sometimes when I try to write, I become angry when I look back at my
life, I think back to the day of my accident. Sometimes I just sit and
look a my computer screen. Finally I turn it off, lay my head down and
cry. It is becoming increasing harder to write about pain when you are
suffering so much. I don't know what drives me anymore.

I don't seem to ever be satisfied with what I have written about
Chronic Pain. Often I will see a story on T.V., but its always about
the addict and those terrible narcotics. I watched a story on Fox news
a couple of days ago. It was about school kids and and the majority of
kids said they gained access to their parents prescription drugs.
Something is wrong with this story. Where in the hell did their
parents get so many opioid and opiate type drugs, that they could just
leave them lying around in their medicine cabinets.

When I hear unsubstantiated stories like this from the news media, I
go into a rage.
They don't know or understand because for whatever reason this is the
position of all of the news media. As for as that goes the general
public have the same attitude.
If you take any of the powerful drugs, you are a drug addict. That is
simply not true. Unfortunately, it has to strike close to home or to
the person themselves before they really understand what a pain
epidemic we have in this country. It takes only a split second to go
from a happy active person to a vegatible that relies on this powerful
pain medication to sustain life.

There is not a day of my life that I don't feel like taking my 40 Cal.
automatic pistol that is loaded with hollow point rounds and sticking
it in my mouth. The only thing that has stopped me is my faith in
Christ, the love of my family and last I really don't want to die.
Everyone has a breaking where they can't stand it any more. The
suicide rate in this country is 5 times higher for people in chronic
pain versus people who are not. So

Please, to all of the politicians, DEA, and doctors out there. There
are over 75 million of us are suffering this agonizing pain 24 hours a
day, 7 days a week. All we want is a life, not to sit around getting
adicted to drugs. We are citizens of this great country also and
should be afforded the same right to life in peace as everyone else."

Posted by Jerry, PRN member on his chronic pain nightmare blog. PLEASE
comment to Jerry if you appreciate his words.

http://chronic-pain-nightmare.blog...

Tami PRN
http://www.painreliefnetwork.org/prn/category/mainpage
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