Re: Hmmm

On Oct 5, 11:28 am, "Juba" <j...@xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx> wrote:
PAINxtreme <dave...@xxxxxxxxxxx> wrote in message:

1191576607.967705.45...@xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx,

What I had hoped everyone would learn about me from my post is that I
pay no attention to the impeachment of anybody by anybody....its that
simple, the only thing I really pay a n y attention to is the column
space taken up by all the snits, fights and other wastes of bandwidth
taken up by just the headers.

Yeah, we all got that Dave. I'm sorry you didn't get the point of my
post.

The only other possible point to my post
is, what is the end game here?

There is no end game. It's never going to end.

However, I am not the one who keeps this stuff going. Of course you
don't know that because you don't pay any attention. If you paid the
least bit of attention you'd know that. That's why I told you, and you
have could easily verified that what I said was true, but obviously you
didn't read what I wrote before you responded to it. Or if you did read
what I wrote, you completely discounted it.

I havent seen a header to any of the
flame posts that remotely suggest a resolution of any kind. Maybe I am
just naive, or clueless...well, Im sure Im clueless since I haven't
read any of this enough to know about a silent majority, Ive never
visited a kook page...Im really serious, the post titles are all Ive
read except maybe once or twice in the beginning. I dont harbor a
grudge against anyone, I guess because Im oblivious. And as ignorant
as I may sound for saying so, Id rather remain blissfully ignorant,

I see that.

That way you don't have to concern yourself with the fact that someone
came here from the webmaster group just to stalk me. Or the "real life"
threats that he and one other poster made yesterday to try to find my
doctor and inform him that I smoke pot. Or the fact that I didn't start
this, that I stopped fighting three days ago out of respect for people
like you, and that the people who started the fight are still at it.

No, that's none of your concern Dave. I get that.

What you don't get is that this will go on sporadically forever and that
there is no low to which some of these people will not stoop in their
quest for revenge. Some really despicable things have been done
precisely because everyone who is not involved doesn't give a damn about
what doesn't directly affect them. It's all just background noise to
you.

That's not exactly a news flash at this point.
--
Jubawww.masterjuba.com

Check out the PAYNE HERTZ bloghttp://paynehertz.blogspot.com

It is impossible to not get the point of your posts, you drive a nail
with a sledgehammer....trust me, though I didnt ask you a question,
you've more than answered any latent question that may have been
dancing around in my mind. Honestly I have never given you any less
than the benefit of the doubt, but I do find your tone to be quite
insulting since my post never had a sign on it saying "This pertains
to Juba only" but you've jumped on my complaints of all the general
nastiness that exists on this board as if I were addressing my
complaints to you personally. You want to know why I dont want to know
your situation, or anyone elses situation pertainig to these fights?
Because all I want to know about anyone here is their struggles due to
chronic pain, and as Ive said before, the occasional off topic funny
or informative stuff. If I stick my nose into others problems, or
allow my nose to be pulled into those problems, then I am forced to
have to, if nothing else think about who is on the right side, then
that makes me think differently about people who have been very
helpful to me, and I dont want that. I dont want that about you, and I
dont want that about anyone here. If someone offends me directly, then
I have a reason to have a discussion with them, but I like I would
assert that I didnt come here to forge alliances. On AOL the same
thing happens constantly, there are chatrooms that seem to be owned by
a "chatroom mafia" and if youre not one of them, God help ya....its a
very jr. high mentality that I will agree can lead to true damage to
peoples lives, but me not wanting to be a part of it does not make me
a bad person, nor does it make me a good person...Im just me. I have
plenty of demons to fight in life without seeking out others. Juba,
you said yourself you have a life and you dont come here for friends.
By that same token how is it you can ask me to rush to your alliance?
I mean if were not friends and all.

I will say I do have some people on here I consider friends. I also
consider myself to have a life, but due to my med conditions and
depression, et al. I dont have the life I was accustomed to, so the
people here...and especially my friends on here are very important to
me, because I do need support, I need a shoulder sometimes. I cannot
lay that weight on my family. They are supportive to be sure, but Im
not going to share with them the dark places I am often in, and in
return for that wondrous support that I find here, I am obliged to be
an ear, a shoulder or anything I can be to help someone deal with the
chronic paain and depression issues we all face....its the least I can
do. Havinng friends here does not indicate I have no life, If I had no
life I wouldnt be here, I wouldnt even be trying, I would give up. I
cannot drive, so I cannot attend any kind of group, whether for
depression or support, so that leaves me with this or other groups
with which to give and receive support.

Strangely enough all of this comes up after I came back from being
gone from the group for a month vacation. I left for the month just
because of seeeing all the fights, and now I was stupid not only for
coming back but for being dumb enough to comment on the fight crap, I
guess cuz I care about this group...but I think the decision is final
now...Take good care all, dave is going on permanent vacation. to
those who are my friends, you know I will stay in touch, and
Wayne...for petes sake, look in your email inbox...Ive emailed
you...asked for you to email me...and everything else, so Im not
hiding from you....I will even send you another email today to insure
that you have a way to contact me......so please, watch your inbox.

so long everyone, I dont think any of you are bad people, and I am
leaving before anything happens to change that. I will never say
never, but this can be considered to be as close to that as I
get....this isnt a month, year or decade...its final, and if no one
cares, no one cares....im fine with that, i will stay in touch with
those who i already am in touch with.

So with that, goodbye, good luck, try to be excellent to each other
because nothing is too big to forgive yourself or anybody else for.

Deus Vobiscum,
-dave

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