Re: My last post cool but sad and well taul

On Mar 28, 10:23 am, "cllmd" <c...@xxxxxxxxxxx> wrote:
"marcusboy54" <party...@xxxxxxxxxxxxx> wrote in message

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On Mar 27, 9:10 pm, "No_Money" <no_cre...@xxxxxxxxxxxx> wrote:
On Mar 27, 7:58 pm, "marcusboy54" <party...@xxxxxxxxxxxxx> wrote:

Jamie, I miss you,
a best friend, a soul mate,
still hard to understand,
the cruel twists and turns of fate.

You lived so close by,
we built together our past,
we were happy building models,
of a friendship that would last.

Now you've been gone,
coming up to just one year,
there is not a day goes by,
when I can't see you standing here.

But some things in life,
are rotten and just unfair,
because if they weren't,
you would be standing there.

We were just right together,
like all of the best teams,
a friendship built on trust,
hope, excitement and our dreams.

But life doesn't last forever,
sometimes its cut way too short,
try adding up the logic,
sometimes it'll come to naught.

But everything for a reason,
even though its not that clear,
but your spirit is with us,
you will always be near.

And so life must go on,
just like it has done before,
just know you'll always be with us,
yesterday, now and for evermore.

I agree with Debbs. You have talent with words.

Mark, I'm just another stranger on the internet that you will likely
never meet in real life. I just wanted you to know that there really
are people out here that read your words. I know things are tough for
you right now. I wish I knew the right words to cheer you up. If I
knew you better I might say "keep the faith", or "please smile". But I
only know you from 2 or 3 posts, so I would hate to say the wrong
thing. I just wish I could help some how.

If I may be allowed to say one thing: I will pray that things go
better for you. You seem depressed, and thats a feeling we all can
relate too. Please try to stay happy.

Cheers,

No Money

happy?=death?

Ya know, we all seem to think death is going to be a quiet, peaceful sleep.
What if it is a loud alarm clock that we cannot make still?

At least in life, things change....for better or worse. (yeah, i did that on
purpose.) Things happen. Death, nothing changes. What it is, will always
be.

Marcus, i dunno you...i'm not a frequenter here...mostly lurk. But you are
an important contributor here. Everyday, folks come here, and some will see
their dire circumstance in yours. And you still being extant gives them
hope.

I don't know a better gift than to give hope to another. "Someone else is
living with similar unspeakable pain. That means i can do it." Isn't that
the basic idea of the Google support groups? To help the "abnormal" realize
that there are other abnormals like them....to find out what
treatments/therapies/meds are helping them?

I'm currently living a life that hasn't been quiet this ugly since around
1998 or so. I have no clue how ugly tomorrow is gonna be, but i don't have
to solve that. I only have today's pain on my plate. I can make it through
to the next hour right now. That's all i have to do...make it to 2. I'll
see what 2 is like when it gets there, but 1 is do-able...not pretty, but
do-able.

You have that in you, also. No one can have the gift of writing like you do
and not have the ability to feed yourself with what you need to get to the
next hour....and if you don't have it, you come here to find the
mental/emotional food to make it to thru this hour.

First, deal with you, with your brother's help.... It has nothing to do
with him helping you and that somehow making you less. You would give him
whatever he needed if your places were switched. Please give him the GIFT
of being able to help you. So many of our loved ones don't know how to
help, and their helplessness fills them with despair. Your brother is in a
position to help. Let him.

Then, once you are at peace with yourself, factor in your kids. Let your ex
help them grow for the moment. Your soil cannot enrich them right now....it
isn't even doing it for you, is it? Let them stay under her light for the
time being...you need to work on you. Don't put your needs on
them...expecting them to give you what you need to want to keep going. They
are kids...they don't provide. If you need the thought of them to continue,
then that's perfect....great, do it for them. But don't involve them in
this....your ex couldn't handle it...they can't.

You CAN do this. If you don't want to, then good-bye and i hope to see you
to welcome me into His Kingdom.

But you can....

with great admiration,
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Aloha Marcus My friend!

I've written you two letters (as usual, theyjust HAVE to be small
novels or "novelettes" as a lot of people are beginning to call them.
However, when I spen and hour and an HOUR AND A HALF,RESPECTIVELY,
just so my "content' is as accurate and truthful as can be, I begin to
lose my desire to write anymore if all they are is a time waster!

I care a LOT about YOU and several of the members here. I don't want
them ever to feel so badly that they think the ONLY way to deal with
their mnisery is death! If a person can just "hold on" to their
reasonable and rational part of their mind so they "get through trhose
bad times, evenrtually you'
ll begin to thank yourself for NOT committing the "S" word. It works,
I ate all the fingernails off of all my fingers just to "do something
beside sit and think about how horrible life is and by the time I was
finished with BOTH hands and my right big toe...I no longer wanted to
"DO IT".

Oh, Joe Z? When I mentioned my lost posts a couple of weeks ago, you
suggested I check my outlook express "sent, junk or inbox" because
apparently YOU'VE had the same thing happen. That would be wonderful
if I HAD outlook express, but I extremely dislike it and delete the
program and anything having to do with it when I get a new computer.
Don't ask me WHY I do that, I simply just can't stand that program!
Any thoughts about where they may go if one doesn't have outlook
express in their "confuser?" = LOL!

Marcus? Do YOU have my name set up on YOUR computer, in your options,
to BLOCK MY MESSAGES by chance? That's about the ONLY thing I can
think of that would prevent them from getting to you.

I just wanted you to know that I've BEEN writing like a madman to you
with GOOD to GRAT advice and NOT ignoring you, OK? You DO like me
don't you? If not,PLEASE tell me what I've done so I can apologize for
upsetting you. Alright? GOOD!

Aloha Just For Now,
Hawaiian Wayne/Happy cHunk stuck in the "middle of nowhere's 'ville -
I'm sure everyone feels so sorry for me, uuhhh, right....

.

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