Re: To clarify my wooooo and cruising along

no problimo my friend i fully understand god bless
Raistlin wrote:
Marcus,

I am sorry that my post bothered you. I tried to say what was on my
mind without saying anything negative about you. I have been through a
lot of the crap that we chronic pain people can go through when we have
a sudden pain attack that hurts so bad we go to the ER for help. And
then we get shat upon for being "drug seekers" even though, at least in
my case (the only case I would know the details on hehe) there is lots
of documentation of very true, very serious health problems. And
contact information for doctors treating me that an ER doc can call to
get details on me and learn that I am not a drug seeker but someone
suffering with a rare set of circumstances. I get a lot of grief
sometimes in those situations and I was thinking of that. So that
colored what I was saying and asking about.

I am glad you are getting better relief. I am sorry for your problems,
the Baker act stuff, the TIA, all of that. Wish you didn't have to go
through that and I truly hope things get better for you.

I was just trying to understand where you were coming from and now I
know. Apologies if I offended you.

To great days without pain!
Raistlin
marcusboy54 wrote:
The last 3 weeks have been a nightmare between getting baker acted 2
times and having a TIA AND in hospital for 3 more days ,I finally
received my miracle of getting on the fent patches and my life seemed
to changed each hour as the meds went into my system and made me feel
almost pain free when i said cruising along i meant I was on a natural
high just to be alive and with a positive mood the fent patches gives
me no buzz at all but iam still on a natural high cause for once in the
last 4 months my pain is tolerable and i think in 3 weeks I came along
way from being a chamber away of meeting my maker to a will that will
not stop till the day mr pain getS control of my life again and every
morning I wake up with a pain level below an 8 I pray to god he did not
take my life the day I tried to end it prematurely sorry for the one
negative post I got thinking I was boasting about being high and if
being high on life is boasting than I will be boasting the rest of my
life while I can.
god bless all my friends
And to those who doubt me my prays will be with you as long as Iam
here.
MARCUS

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