Re: Talula openly solicits drugs via this newsgroup

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Sue couldn't handle four short paragraphs I wrote, and erroneously referred
to it as a diatribe, so don't be surprised if she doesn't get through your
post and label it a diatribe as well.


Talula wrote:
NWBluePenguin wrote:
Only trying to help you out here.

In the beggining, yes, I agree, but I can repost numerous times if you
really need me to where you were jugdemental, and as much as you are
entitled to your own opinion, you put me down on a constant basis, for
as some of you and your "friends" call it , being blind to what LC has
done to hurt others, or condoning his actions towards others, or
rewarding him for hurting others, ect. It's such a double standard,
because I don't put you down for juba threatening to do whatever it
takes to get me to leave, for trying to control others, for spreading
numerous lies that can be proved to be a lie, instead of just my word
against his.For example: he states that i go through my monthly supply
of meds in 1 week, not true. I went through a 21 day supply in 10 days
once, other times I just ran out a few days early, and thats only one
of the 3 meds that i take, I know it's nit-picky, but those little
things have a way of turning into something huge, Another, my husband
NEVER even spoke to Andrea on the phone ,as juba stated my husband got
on the phone and asked her to send me pills, he has NEVER broken the
law, and all he did that night is e-mail her, saying that he didn't
know what to do with me and that he was scared, and thanked her up and
down for talking me through my horrible thoughts, she begged him to
hide the guns and he said thank you and that he would. I can tolerate
some of juba's lies but NOBODY lies about my husband, he's my knight
in shimmering armor, (he shimmers more than shines!). Juba states
that my suicidal thoughts or as he puts it 'attempt' was a ploy to
get the weakest person in the ng. to use her as a drug connection,
she's one of the strongest women I've yet to meet, and don't you find
it odd that if that were true , than I'd have moved on knowing I
can't get anything out of her. But I'm thankful that that horrible
night turned out the way it did, even if I have to deal with these
lies, because had it not been for that night I wouldn't have found a
TRUE FRIEND, that I care deeply about, and I contact her ,and she i,
numerouse times a week.I normally would have never given my number
out to anyone I met online , but I was even scaring myself that
night, and I took a chance because I needed to talk to someone who
really understood what I was going through, and I knew by the way she
reached out to me that I made the right choice, And to me she is one
of those very rare true miracles that have come into my life, and
under very unusual cicumstances. Codee has told juba my name and
showed him the pictures I sent to Andrea,so there's another lie,
There are just soo many and not enough time in the day, My point
being is that as all of this escalated I noticed you started taking a
cheap shot here and there, not like the "I hope Talula gets the
professional help she so desperatly needs", that I can understand a
remark like that and I don't see that as a cheap shot. But for every
time you want to put me down for being associated with LC , a lot
more than I actually am in reality, then I'm just saying I could have
come right back at you with your association with Juba, and all the
despicable things he has said and done to me and others. But I didn't.
I will never understand why there are certain men that have this need
to control this ng., and what's even harder to understand is why some
intelligent, some not so intelligent women go along with the choosing
of sides? It's makes the women look dumber than the men for going
along with it, just because they are afriad of a stupid kook list? If
I were a control freak I'd demand that any woman that doesn't speak
her mind and does not support her fellow women instead of putting
each other down like high school girls be frozen out!
Why is it that the men say what they will, and certain women stand
idlely by and cheer them on, instead of agreeing or disagreeing on a
topic regardless if it may piss one of the control freak men off?
I know there are some genuinely seeming nice men here, don't get me
wrong, and there are some smart women that do speak there minds fully
aware that they may get prosecuted, by don't you at least agree that
the state this ng. is in is just as much to blame on certain fearful
women as well as the men trying to control them.

People will and can only treat you the way you LET them treat you. If
you stand up for yourself and do not allow ANYONE to tell you what to
think, say, or feel than no one has control over you accept for
yourself. (not directly meaning you, just people in general,
especially women) whether it is LC or Juba or Jite or whoever, if not
all of them that is the bad guy, None of them have control over
anything in this ng. unless it is given to them, and sadly it looks
like some people gave away a lot of thier own personal control, or
this would not have evr been tolerated to begin with. I know this all
goes back years before my time, but things do and can change, same
goes for people. You say Codee has changed her criminal behavior, I
believe you, so there's an example for you right there.
Just because I'm, new and apparently now a Kook, or a Kook enabler, he
hasn't seem to have made up his mind yet, I find that all to be
ridiculous and humorous at the same time, so sorry if I can't bring
myself to take it seriously, but the reason I just can't and I will
say it till I'm blue: PEOPLE CAN AND WILL ONLY TREAT YOU THE WAY YOU
LET THEM!!!!! NO ONE HAS THE ABILITY TO UPSET ME UNLESS I GIVE THEM
THE POWER TO, AND THAT WILL NEVER HAPPEN, I WOULD HAVE TO CARE FIRST
TO GET UPSET AND HAND OVER MY POWER!! I have a feeling you can
understand that.I just wish others could as well, and perhaps this
insanity would go away on it's own , without even a fight.


Sorry soo long but If you really meant that you "were trying to help
me out here", than you shouldn't mind trying to understand my view on
the main topic here.

Talula.

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