Re: TALULA SIGNING OFF :(

Talula you have to do what you think best for you..
I still smile when I remember you thought I was a
man coming into your email box ~grin~

The only thing I have said to someone in email about
you is *that I hadnt seen you around in a while and to
tell you Hi if she emailed you* This was Andrea I was
talking to. The jokes I have gotten lately in email have
been alittle off color so I didnt know if I would offend
you by sending some of them to you. Me I dont offend
easily ~grin~ You take care no matter what you decide
to do...stay or go... my email is always open to you ..

Motto: dont believe anything that you read and half of
what you see.... ;-)

Ronnie
--
*When one candle burns out..
Another is lit*

"TALULA" <maddalinoc@xxxxxxxxxxxxx> wrote in message
news:1154931074.655023.7080@xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
To everyone ,
Hey i read what you told me to, question , what does ADH stand for?
Thanhx for showing me that, I'm considering making this my last post,
nothing personal to anyone in particular I just don't feel like I can
openly discuss my issues without them bein thrown back in my face or
better yet behind my back . I'd like to thank the academy, uh jk. But
seriously I'd lik to thank Andrea for her trustworthyness, sweetness,
and we will definately keep in touch,I know just last nite I encouraged
her to ignore whoever doesn't want her using CAPS and keep posting for
her much needed support,so forgive me for being a hypocrite for no
longer being a part of this group, but I choose not not to have
children for a reason one of them being i PEACEFUL, DRAMA FREE LIFE.And
maybe this isn't the place for me. I'd also like to thank Codee(I hope
you find the culprit) , And thanks to Cabbi for your humor and
encouragement, wish i got to know you and Legend better, you both seem
like sweethearts.Juba I don't know you well enough to say for sure but
I sometimes got the impression that you were trying to pull me into a
side in this ongoing fight, If I'm wrong I'm sorry, LC you have always
given me sound advice and although you too gave me warnings and such
you did stop when i asked you to, and thats all I ever wanted was to
find an online support group that I can open up to and get much needed
advice without feeling threatened, that ppl will try to enter my life
in ways that are not welcomed.l I've never hurt anyone with my
words,and hope I'm not doing so now, but I've always promised honesty
from myself to this group,and at times that meant I had to tell the
truth about my past and present, hoping I wouldn't be judged but who am
I kidding I'll always be judged. To Ruanda I don't appreciate some
things you have said about me, you can deny it but I know how to read
between the lines, Blue Penguin I don't know you well enough to say
anything I wish you well and that goes to all of you. the thing is some
of you would reply to my post all sweet and helpful then i poke around
and read negative things from the same person about myself or issue, I
truly do thank those of you who meant no harm, but this constant
fighting really pisses me off ,and even more so it saddens me that i
trusted a bunch of people with my painful issues, Thank you but I'll
keep my problems to myself from now on so this doesn't happen to me
again, I by no means am not blaming anyone but myself for being
ignorant as to trust strangers, and some of you I still trust. To
anyone I didn't mention sorry, but theres not enoughy hours in the day
I really hope someday the fighting will end, and if it doesn't then I
hope the truly decent people here will find a more supportive means of
help and get away from this toxic behavior and "some" toxic people. I
wish ALL of you a life of manageable pain, and again thanx for the
times when I really felt empathy and sincere concern, I'll never forget
some of you. And please understand that I will miss some of you very
much and miss the feeling that when I'm upset a click on the computer
may be all it takes to make me feel better. To anyone that cares, I
will check up to see what some of you had to say about me leaving ,i
know it doesn't matter to many of you either way, so take care
everyone!

---TALULA



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