Re: To Rack Jite

Dear Rack Jite,

I just finnished reading THE HISTORY of this group, and thank you from
myself and the newbies to come for a glance at the origin of all this
bull***. I hate control freaks and i hate ppl telling me who i can and
can not talk to, so unfortunately i will no longer be posting here, and
it really is unfortunate cuz i really feel i have some unfinnished
business connecting with ppl such as yourself and a few others but i
need peace, I wish you luck on someday ending this crap, i sense a few
sociopaths here, and people without a conscience make my skin crawl, I
am merciless when i fight, but this is not my fight. hopefully good
will prevail. I'll still be stopping by on occation to see how those i
care about are doing, but otherwise i feel as if I'm getting pulled
back and forth pressured to choose a side, truth being i don't care to
be on anyones side, I was just looking for a kind word in my worst
moments and hoping to give the same back when needed. I wish you well,
take care
-TALULA




Rack Jite wrote:
This is a reply to "TALULA" <maddalinoc@xxxxxxxxxxxxx> who
probably wont like what I have to say.:

You have a great attitude about the whole thing. I wish you well.
Juba

Thank you very much, It's not always easy , but then again I've yet to
be verbally attacked by anyone here, and if I have then it's been
behind closed doors and not to my face, I can imagine there has been
occations in which i have bared my wounded soul to the group as a whole
and then perhaps some people have E-mailed each other to have a good
laugh at my expense, or maybe not. Even though I'm leaning towards the
fact that it's happened, otherwise I don't feel I would have gotten
sooooo many warnings on being careful of what I say, I'm not an idiot,
I can put 2 and 2 together, And if it doesn't ever happen then I
wouldn't get the constant warnings right? I'm quite aware that it goes
on, I just don't see why those that feel the need to do so can't
critisize me directly. What are they afraid of ? Now if it's just
constuctive critisism then i welcome it, maybe I'll learn something
about myself that I'm not noticing, but if there just using my
misfortune or lack of occational self control to have a good laugh then
, well then I'm not sure if I'd want to hear it or not, that would be a
tough choice, as if I had A choice in the matter.
From what I understand you seem to have been around this group, so you
may or may not have some insight as to who is more likely to gossip
behind my back. Everyones got an opinion, including myself, and I
admitt there are a few opinions I have about some things I've read,
some I comment on and some I keep to myself.
But when you say "I have a great attitude about the whole thing" then
honestly, is there a "whole thing" in particular that I'm having a
great attitude about. I guess I'm just reading a little between the
lines a bit. Feel free to E-mail me if there's something you think I
should know about, if it's even worth knowing. For that matter feel
free to E-mail me for any reason, I've been writing to some of the
newer people lately, cuz I guess I'm not all that famililar with the
history and bad blood between some people in the group so I have kept a
small distance but no matter if it is someone that has been here since
day one or wrote thier 1st post here today, all in all we are all human
and hopefully here for the same reasons.
Juba I truly hope I haven't taken your compliment out of text, this was
all "just in case" . I hope you understand where I'm coming from and i
have been wanting to get to know you better, so be well, and hopefully
I will hear from you soon
-TALULA

I think what Juba was trying to say is you are doing a good
job of overlooking it all and just going your own way.

Look, for many years there have been some who demand control
of this group: Control of whose pain is relevant enough to
participate, control of who can say what to whom, even
control of what fonts and formats can be used.

If some do not comply or pay proper homage, these law and
order control wonks will go to any uneithical, immoral, and
real life nastyass means to reek their vengeance.

About 98% here know whats going on and either dont want to
get on the receiving end of their nastyass crap or just dont
want to get involved and do their best to ignor it.

Only Codeee, Sue, Juba and myself have the gonads to speak
up to these control wonks. Mostly because they have already
done everything possible to screw us over both here and in
real life. Ya know, what more can they do? :)

The problem children are Ruada, Rosie, Ms Humprheys, Loose
Cannon, Achillies (Richard) and Morton. And their various
use of false names and addies (sock puppets). Oh, and ZW who
has callouses on his knees from sucking up to all of them.

After all, the prevailing attitude here is that as long as
THAT PERSON doesnt *** with ME, I dont care.
I am not sure if that is an American, Christian, or Family
value, but whatever it is, in ASCP it prevails!

We went through just that years ago. A few here have said
that even if they knew Ted Bundy was raping and murdering
women by the score, and between murders he came here
complaining of a headache, they would be reach out to help
him.
But if they get wind that someone may have a ten year old
drug arrest record, the world must stop and these righteous
assholes will try and destroy that person by any and all
means possible.

This issue came up quite recently regarding Ruada defending
two convicted child molestors while screeching at someone
about a ten year old drug offense. Gosh...

Not a few of them proudly brag, shouting, that they will use
any unethical means possible to rid themselves of what they
dont like seeing here. They will burn this place to the
ground unless Codeee, Sue, Juba and I leave.

Perhaps you are one of them, perhaps you are not.
But with this message at least you know where to sign up! :)

Oh, and send me that picture of Codeee she sent you!
I been trying to get a picture from her for five years to no
avail. I have sent her mine! And my cats!

Cat pictures are like gold around here.




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