Re: sad news

Becky, I am so sorry for your loss. I cannot even imagine what you are going
through. My husband and I have been married for 31 years and I cannot
remember life without him. Prayers for your children as well.
Even though they are young adults...They are way too young to be without
their Dad...
Hugs Cindy
"Becky" <becky.mahoney@xxxxxxxxxxx> wrote in message
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I have posted here many times, usually about medicine, this time it is the
worst thing for me, not medical at all. My Dear husband of almost 31
years,
( would have been on 9/20) passed away from a massive heart attack this
past
Thursday. I had come home from work and saw him in the back yard sitting
and
just starting doing the normal chores, why I didn't go out to talk to him
will be a forever quilt problem with me, anyway made his dinner and did a
few things, went out to get him for dinner and found him laying in the
side
of the gravel up against the garage wall and he had died. He had no pulse
and was purple, I did cpr along with the neighbor while the ambulance came
but it was too late. He was only 54, way to young to die, I am so crushed
I
don't know what to do, the pain is so intense and the quilt that I should
have went out and talked to him is consuming me alive.
I just needed to get this out to someone, I have a lot of family but don't
want to upset them, we had two boys ages 29 27 and they both live here in
town for which I am grateful.
I had to have him cremated because we had no life insurance and that was
the
most economical way to go, I wasn't sure that I even believed in it.
I know that life will get easier but right now I can't imagine how, I miss
him with all my heart and hope he knew how very much he was loved by all.
Both of us would have celebrated birthdays in October also, and he was
getting ready to retire.
Thanks for letting me express myself
Becky




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