Re: OT: Born Again
- From: pzolig@xxxxxxxxxxxxx
- Date: 10 Sep 2006 14:49:54 -0700
Juan
I'm glad you're here to tell us of your problems. I wish you all the
best in your recovery. Be all so much kinder to you self. When things
seem dark, reach out to someone, and smoke your pipes. It'll all
pass.
Paul Z
Juan in Andalucía wrote:
I'm not sure yet whether I should be posting about this or not, but a
doctor told me I should talk it over with my friends and relatives.
Last Friday I tried to commit suicide by taking pills (tryptizol) and
booze. I don't know if my girlfriend came back home sooner than she
ought to, or it wasn't as fast as I thought... whatever.
After 2 stomach washings (don't know what's the English word for it,
and I don't have a dictionary on hand) and a night in hospital I'm back
at home. Well, this is not entirely true: I'm at my Mom's house; we
have decided I'd better have someone around the house, since my
girlfriend starts working tomorrow.
The reasons for doing something like that are to complicated to explain
here (unless you want me to bore you to death), but I suppose that
things were going desperate. This burden is way too heavy. I'm feeling
really bad; maybe it's all the pain I've caused, the fear they must
have, or perhaps it's just that I failed in accomplishing something so
simple.
I haven't smoked a pipe in a few days. Maybe tonight I'll have a bowl
watching TV (we may be watching the Pink Panther saga... a Peter
Sellers overdose). Right now I'm chain smoking winstons and ducados
cigarettes.
Take care you all.
Juan
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