Re: I Figured It Out



Carol J wrote:
All my drains are out now........one on it's own, the other two I
removed myself. They were ready and I didn't feel like waiting until
Monday, they got very, very painful at the insertion site:-( So
today I'm sore but much better than the last few days:-) Want the
new number? lol It's 181.8........woohoo!

Arn't those drains kinda long? I can think of what it would feel like to
pull them out. I'll also never forget the time after my knew was done and I
got feeling back and I was able to lift the covers to take a peek but
screamed to high hell when I saw that red tube coming out of my pp and then
the nurse coming to take it out. Ouch!
Oh yeah SKINNY I lost 2 more pounds because I been chittin my guts out and
now I'm 248. Looks like my new diet plan is to chit it all away! Seriously
chicken shit here is getting tired of shitting and will call the hospital
right after posting and a Zanax. My gut sounds like a cement mixer and it
aint funny no more. I had to stop in this reply to go run again for the 8th
time in 2 hours.


Oh yeah, us brats need our space, fer sure:-) I talk about getting
back into a relationship, in fact there's a guy in my weightloss
surgery support group that I'm thinking about encouraging something
with..........he's a real nice guy, seems very sweet.

Sounds good he will understand all you have gone through and know how to
keep a diet.

But........at
the end of the day I want to go home to my privacy and he go home to
his.........most fellows aren't willing to give the woman that much
space you know? So it's a big decision, not one that I have to make
yet but it's "out there"...

So do like Beth and her BF do, they keep two places and he comes home from
work 12am goes to her place gets up around 9am leaves goes to his place then
leaves for work 3pm.

....you'll know when the right fellow
comes along. Just don't be to busy being your flamboyent self to
miss the signs is all, dude.........lol

Carol j

Carol right now I think I need a break, I can't be funny and charming all
the time and I think that's what people expect.
I go from mild to wild and always have my whole life.

Good luck on your manhunt....

CB


Cheeky *** wrote:
Glad you are feeling better :)
As far as Frank I'm over that LOL that is why I kept my mouth shut.
Anyhow I was feeling to cramped and a loss of freedom and you know
how us brats can be ;) (Also it wasn't early it's been almost a year
lol) Losing a friend? Honeeeeeeeeeeeeeey, take it from a gay guy we
know all about drama and who we thought were good friends! You are
not losing a good friend you are getting freedom from emotional
drama! Trust me! The day I dropped a whole group of people was the
day I started to feel better. I now find that others I know have
ditched the drama group also and now have my outlook. Go vent on the
Internet and not when you are around me because I came out to have a
good time. Today I got another call from that old friend I just saw
the other night and boy did he fill my ears with some things. (Gossip
I wanted and didn't want to hear) One part was about that other @hole
I was with 2 years and the other was I willing to talk again from
someone from my past who misses me. I gave a message to him 1. If he
apologizes from years past and 2. As long as he comes with no drama!
I can't believe it has taken some of them so long to grownup and
most are older than me!
Carol I know nurses gossip like gay guys do so you have a choice.
Treat them like the NG and bite your tongue or hang with nurses from
another hospital or go to meetup.com and find a new circle to hang
out with. Even I know friends with baggage aren't always worth what
you get back in return and even with me when asked how am I doing I
just say ok and leave it at that. My real friends can look at me and
know when I am pain and those are the ones who will whisper in my ear
I know you're hurting bad and faking it. Beth does this all the time
and Tracy can spot it along with others.

So Chins up! Oh wait I meant Chin up! (skinny $##*^$#*#) 188 pounds!
Grrrrrrrrrr

CB


Carol J wrote:
LOL Well, I expect that you are right, my friend:-) I'm sorry it
didn't work out with Frank..........but if it's right, it's right
and if it ain't......well it just ain't. Better to get out early I
always say..............thanks for the pep talk......I kinda needed
it tonight. I got some drama going on at work and I'm taking it
pretty hard. Losing a friend, or thought he was a good friend,
because of the the drama in my office............so I needed a pat
on the back. Thank you:-)

Carol j

"Cheeky ***" <InvalidEmail@xxxxxxx> wrote in message
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Carol, let me give you some real heartfelt advise.

When (which I still have couple) drove a hotrod guys I think like
being seen in that car more than me.
When I was all roided out and buff and stripped and owned Hard
Bodies that is all they wanted is the body! I could treat them like
pure trash as a test and they still wanted me.
When I was the local connection for drugs they all wanted me.

I do not go out often anymore and I do not think I am all that and a
bag of chips and never did but when I post my pic online or as the
other night I went out I had guys all over me right and left and it
alarmed me as I am arrogant but not that way. I know looks is one as
I have been told many times. I don't care how sexy you think I am
but I just don't feel that way and never did even when I was ripped.
Except for a slight belly I'm still very muscular.
Next comes personality, I see a hot guy who wants to talk to me and
in my mind I think he is either cheating or something's mentally
wrong so I try to chase them off with "what the F do you want?

Next comes other things, I grew hair back after all the years of
shaving it and I an bothered by the whites that are popping
through!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Next what used to be a joke with me is now real and bothers me, I am
thinning because of a med!
Next I have a 50/50 mix, the other night when I went out NOBODY
could figure out what was different about me. HELLO I grew hair
back you idiots and please stop looking at my wanker!
Next I went out and I now had more girls that I talked to chasing
after me! (Hello earth to girl, all we can do is go shopping!)
I did go online to chat but with my pic I had too many A/S/L and I
just do not deal with that well and left. Did meet one moderate guy
I chat with now but he knows to take it slow. Doesn't think he is
cute but really is but I need to pick his brain a while LOL

Next there is health, nobody wants to hear the good looking guy is a
gimp. (BTW in my quest for health treatment and not mis treatment I
was tested for 12 STD's today by a friend and as I knew I don't have
any! but did start vaccinations because my long lost love who is
much older than me wanted me to for the hell of it) I still love
the guy in my own way. more than 19 years later I am still afraid
to tell him how I really felt all these years, Him being older
bothered him more than me.

Next, I guess I should drop the bomb now and let all the assholes of
AMF know on APR 4th I sent Frank and Email saying fuckyou it's over.
I had my reasons. The only problem beside feelings I now still have
is too many guys knowing this and BOTHERING me!

So, Carl, Cindy, Ed and all the others you have been baited one more
time suckers!
The other night when I went out I had 3 guys fighting over me and
later spent time with one. (I've known all 3 for years.)

Carol, do like I do, look great and when you do you feel great it
just happens. And to all those guys who hit on you now? Do like I do
get them all horny and leave them blue balled and leave! They aint
worth having you honey!

CB






Carol J wrote:
I'm sure that's true..........I mean come it, it's
guys.............lol I can't wait for the folks at work to see me
when I get back. I mean, I was the heaviest person there for
years......at least in management. Some folks treat me differently
and some who never gave me the time of day before, go out of their
way to compliment me or talk to me............and friends I thought
that my weight would never matter to them at all, it has cost me
their friendship. I just don't know why people get so hung up on
how fat/skinny a person is............human behavior always amazes
me though.

Carol j

"Cheeky ***" <InvalidEmail@xxxxxxx> wrote in message
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LOL! If it were guys they'd be crying because you have smaller
boobs now.

Go figure right?

I met a nurse today that had the opposite thoughts of me. She has
no tummy but a big *** and boobs and I have no *** and a tummy.

We both agreed I rather have more so I look equal. She also told me
she has guys chase her because of her *** and boobs and it's not
fun.

CB


Carol J wrote:
It was so funny today........I had to go into work to get my
paycheck, I stayed in the car while my son went in to get it.
Here he comes with the other ladies in my department and two
others. I'm thinking "Oh how nice, they miss me!".............so
they come around the car to my window and instead of meeting my
eyes, they are starring hard at my breasts! I said so.....did
cha'll come to see me or the girls? lol They of course came to
see the girls and they were even trying to get me to pull up my
shirt so they could see!! I was like ah no ladies...........lol
They were amazed at how small I look now, especially my friend
Linda who has been talking about doing this herself. She's
really overweight though, with that mid belly thing going on.
Diagnosed with diabetes last year:-( I told her if she'd just
lay off the mexican food she'd lose weight and she'd have smaller
boobs then.......never ask a hispanic person to give up their
mexican food though, they get ugly...........

Carol J

"Cheeky ***" <InvalidEmail@xxxxxxx> wrote in message
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Oh PLEASE CAROL, just think in the end you will look like Cher!
(Or Mike Jackson if the screwed up) LOL


Brat.....

CB


Carol J wrote:
Anita Baker I think did that song:-) lol

Hey, whatever get you so you feel comfortable to be here, that's
what I say:-)

How you feeling today? Sounds like you're doing better:-) I
went to the surgeon for my one week post-op.......came away
disappointed, he didn't take out any of the drains:-( But he did
take out every 3rd staple on the stomach incision line and then
removed all the steri strips from the breast incision lines. I
go back on Monday, hopefully then everything will be removed so
my body can heal better.......

carol j


Janey Pooh wrote:
"I don't care how you get here,
Just get here if you can."

I seem to recall a song with that stanza in it, but I couldn't
give a fig what it was called or anything right now. Too much
brain space wasted . . .

on AMF!!!

ROFLMAO

So . . . I can get here by posting to Google Groups, and I can
READ by going to news.readfreenews.net. Then if I want to
respond to something, like this:

Messages posted through google groups are making it out to >
the rest of the world, google just isn't showing new messages.
You can read to see
new messages, though can't post, with a news reader at,

news.readfreenews.net

Thanks a million, Alex. I forgot about that one. Good to *see*
you!! :o)

GrampaHugs,
Alex,

I can copy from readfreenews and then post it into a Google
Groups post, knowing it'll show up on Usenet but not on Google
Groups.

And for the Google-based Group, Fibromyalgia Tenderness, I can
post there and it'll show up to people who get their posts by
e-mail, cuz I changed my preferences to include getting posts in
my In-Box for now. Anyone can post stuff, but the only people
who can read them are those who change their group settings to
include mail in their In-Boxes.

<GGG> I must *really* wanna be with y'all, eh? LOL It's much
more entertaining than playing Scrabble and Spider all day, or
entering contests - or doing dishes, or washing the bathtub, or
. . .

I got . . .
Too much time on my hands,
Too much time on my hands . . .

And/Or an addiction to talking to my friends and a *serious*
need to fix things whenever there's a problem. I am not
content, it seems, to let a few days go by until someone else
gets it all figured out properly. This is a general
personality trait of mine, I think. If someone took my toaster
apart and left it lying on the counter, I would HAVE to figure
out a way to put it back together - even if I didn't want
toast. LOL

Take GOOD Care,

Jane


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