Re: I Figured It Out

LOL Well, I expect that you are right, my friend:-) I'm sorry it didn't
work out with Frank..........but if it's right, it's right and if it
ain't......well it just ain't. Better to get out early I always
say..............thanks for the pep talk......I kinda needed it tonight. I
got some drama going on at work and I'm taking it pretty hard. Losing a
friend, or thought he was a good friend, because of the the drama in my
office............so I needed a pat on the back. Thank you:-)

Carol j

"Cheeky ***" <InvalidEmail@xxxxxxx> wrote in message
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Carol, let me give you some real heartfelt advise.

When (which I still have couple) drove a hotrod guys I think like being seen
in that car more than me.
When I was all roided out and buff and stripped and owned Hard Bodies that
is all they wanted is the body! I could treat them like pure trash as a test
and they still wanted me.
When I was the local connection for drugs they all wanted me.

I do not go out often anymore and I do not think I am all that and a bag of
chips and never did but when I post my pic online or as the other night I
went out I had guys all over me right and left and it alarmed me as I am
arrogant but not that way. I know looks is one as I have been told many
times. I don't care how sexy you think I am but I just don't feel that way
and never did even when I was ripped. Except for a slight belly I'm still
very muscular.
Next comes personality, I see a hot guy who wants to talk to me and in my
mind I think he is either cheating or something's mentally wrong so I try to
chase them off with "what the F do you want?

Next comes other things, I grew hair back after all the years of shaving it
and I an bothered by the whites that are popping
through!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Next what used to be a joke with me is now real and bothers me, I am
thinning because of a med!
Next I have a 50/50 mix, the other night when I went out NOBODY could figure
out what was different about me. HELLO I grew hair back you idiots and
please stop looking at my wanker!
Next I went out and I now had more girls that I talked to chasing after me!
(Hello earth to girl, all we can do is go shopping!)
I did go online to chat but with my pic I had too many A/S/L and I just do
not deal with that well and left. Did meet one moderate guy I chat with now
but he knows to take it slow. Doesn't think he is cute but really is but I
need to pick his brain a while LOL

Next there is health, nobody wants to hear the good looking guy is a gimp.
(BTW in my quest for health treatment and not mis treatment I was tested for
12 STD's today by a friend and as I knew I don't have any! but did start
vaccinations because my long lost love who is much older than me wanted me
to for the hell of it) I still love the guy in my own way. more than 19
years later I am still afraid to tell him how I really felt all these years,
Him being older bothered him more than me.

Next, I guess I should drop the bomb now and let all the assholes of AMF
know on APR 4th I sent Frank and Email saying fuckyou it's over. I had my
reasons. The only problem beside feelings I now still have is too many guys
knowing this and BOTHERING me!

So, Carl, Cindy, Ed and all the others you have been baited one more time
suckers!
The other night when I went out I had 3 guys fighting over me and later
spent time with one. (I've known all 3 for years.)

Carol, do like I do, look great and when you do you feel great it just
happens. And to all those guys who hit on you now? Do like I do get them all
horny and leave them blue balled and leave! They aint worth having you
honey!

CB






Carol J wrote:
I'm sure that's true..........I mean come it, it's
guys.............lol I can't wait for the folks at work to see me
when I get back. I mean, I was the heaviest person there for
years......at least in management. Some folks treat me differently
and some who never gave me the time of day before, go out of their
way to compliment me or talk to me............and friends I thought
that my weight would never matter to them at all, it has cost me
their friendship. I just don't know why people get so hung up on how
fat/skinny a person is............human behavior always amazes me
though.

Carol j

"Cheeky ***" <InvalidEmail@xxxxxxx> wrote in message
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LOL! If it were guys they'd be crying because you have smaller boobs
now.

Go figure right?

I met a nurse today that had the opposite thoughts of me. She has no
tummy but a big *** and boobs and I have no *** and a tummy.

We both agreed I rather have more so I look equal. She also told me
she has guys chase her because of her *** and boobs and it's not fun.

CB


Carol J wrote:
It was so funny today........I had to go into work to get my
paycheck, I stayed in the car while my son went in to get it. Here
he comes with the other ladies in my department and two others. I'm
thinking "Oh how nice, they miss me!".............so they come around
the car to my window and instead of meeting my eyes, they are
starring hard at my breasts! I said so.....did cha'll come to see me
or the girls? lol They of course came to see the girls and they were
even trying to get me to pull up my shirt so they could see!! I was
like ah no ladies...........lol They were amazed at how small I look
now, especially my friend Linda who has been talking about doing this
herself. She's really overweight though, with that mid belly thing
going on. Diagnosed with diabetes last year:-( I told her if she'd
just lay off the mexican food she'd lose weight and she'd have
smaller boobs then.......never ask a hispanic person to give up their
mexican food though, they get ugly...........

Carol J

"Cheeky ***" <InvalidEmail@xxxxxxx> wrote in message
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Oh PLEASE CAROL, just think in the end you will look like Cher! (Or
Mike Jackson if the screwed up) LOL


Brat.....

CB


Carol J wrote:
Anita Baker I think did that song:-) lol

Hey, whatever get you so you feel comfortable to be here, that's
what I say:-)

How you feeling today? Sounds like you're doing better:-) I went
to the surgeon for my one week post-op.......came away
disappointed, he didn't take out any of the drains:-( But he did
take out every 3rd staple on the stomach incision line and then
removed all the steri strips from the breast incision lines. I go
back on Monday, hopefully then everything will be removed so my
body can heal better.......

carol j


Janey Pooh wrote:
"I don't care how you get here,
Just get here if you can."

I seem to recall a song with that stanza in it, but I couldn't give
a fig what it was called or anything right now. Too much brain
space wasted . . .

on AMF!!!

ROFLMAO

So . . . I can get here by posting to Google Groups, and I can READ
by going to news.readfreenews.net. Then if I want to respond to
something, like this:

Messages posted through google groups are making it out to > the
rest of the world, google just isn't showing new messages. You can
read to see
new messages, though can't post, with a news reader at,

news.readfreenews.net

Thanks a million, Alex. I forgot about that one. Good to *see*
you!! :o)

GrampaHugs,
Alex,

I can copy from readfreenews and then post it into a Google Groups
post, knowing it'll show up on Usenet but not on Google Groups.

And for the Google-based Group, Fibromyalgia Tenderness, I can post
there and it'll show up to people who get their posts by e-mail,
cuz I changed my preferences to include getting posts in my In-Box
for now. Anyone can post stuff, but the only people who can read
them are those who change their group settings to include mail in
their In-Boxes.

<GGG> I must *really* wanna be with y'all, eh? LOL It's much more
entertaining than playing Scrabble and Spider all day, or entering
contests - or doing dishes, or washing the bathtub, or . . .

I got . . .
Too much time on my hands,
Too much time on my hands . . .

And/Or an addiction to talking to my friends and a *serious* need
to fix things whenever there's a problem. I am not content, it
seems, to let a few days go by until someone else gets it all
figured out properly. This is a general personality trait of
mine, I think. If someone took my toaster apart and left it lying
on the counter, I would HAVE to figure out a way to put it back
together - even if I didn't want toast. LOL

Take GOOD Care,

Jane



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