Re: Speedballs of Fire

We ALL know that you're signing Fran's name and other information won't
make it her. It sounds like you've already fried your brain with drugs
if you think otherwise. You sure do know a lot about all these things,
you must have had a lot of experience with them all. It's a shame that,
as AMF's troll's drone, you didn't actually OD. Well, if you're lucky
(and us, too) you might make it the next time. What a waste of life
yours is. A real shame.


nobody@xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
(Anonymous via the Cypherpunks Tonga Remailer) slandered:

I believe that my very favorite thing in the world is a good speedball.
To me, there's only one thing that makes banging opioids better, and
that's an upper mixed in.
I am used to the traditional speedball: Heroin & coke. Mixed in just the
right amounts, it is beyond godly. There's no way to describe it
completely and accurately to someone who has no idea what the rush is
like. You get the already unbelievably good Heroin rush (with the basic
rush increased two or threefold) mixed with ringing ears and this
rolling numbness that goes over your face, from top to bottom. I love
that rolling numbness. Is this a common thing that others experience?
It's almost like the local anesthetic properties of cocaine rolling
across my facial tissue.
I remember the first time I tried a speedball. It was actually quite
funny. I was alone and as soon as it hit I immediately thought I'd
OD'ed. I picked up the phone quickly and dialed a junkie friend as fast
as I could trying to get some consolation/confirmation of what was
happening to me. It was just so good I was not prepared for it. I surely
thought I'd be gone before I got my friend to answer. By the time I did
get him I had about decided I'd come *ever so close* to the edge, but
not over it. He assured me it was merely normal, nothing special.
To me, you see, a speedball feels like the most fabulous ecstasy I have
ever experienced, but at the same time like I'm on the very, very edge
of death. It's like fire and ice in a way. The second it hits me I feel
like I'm one step away from death and that in itself is exhilarating.
Dangerous. The thrill of danger. Don't get me wrong, there's nothing at
all *painful* about a speedball, but to me it's just so good it's scary.
After a good speedball the only thing I can do for a few minutes is just
sigh and rock my head back and forth thinking how indescribably good
that was.
The main problem I have with speedballs is I have to get it balanced
just right to obtain the desired effect. Otherwise I only feel the
Heroin. This is sometimes difficult because I have never had a regular
supply of coke and the quality varies greatly. Another particularly
amazing thing is that I hate cocaine alone; I get nothing out of it IV,
snorted, or freebased. The H seems to complement it just right for my
system.
So, on to the point of this post: are there any of you that prefer meth
in a speedball? Around here, meth mixed with OC is sometimes called a
poor man's speedball. I have personally never tried one, nor meth in a
more traditional Heroin-based speedball. I'm generally just not that big
a fan of speed, so I never have it around to try.
How would you compare the H/meth rush to the H/coke rush? I'm thinking
of trying it soon...but I'm just curious now.

From the troll's drone

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