Re: Hiding

Thanks Nanny. He will be back this next weekend. I worry about the drive
home though.... 10+ hours and he will be tired. Worry worry worry, that's
all I do. And yes, I feel very alone right now but in some sick way, there
is comfort in my isolation. I hate that I have to go to the oncologist
alone tomorrow but I will get my wits about me and do it cuz I can do it,
yes, I can do it.

Nettie

"Nanny" <dorlchas@xxxxxxx> wrote in message
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You can write/say whatever you want here, Nettie. Who wouldn't experience
the same fear and isolation waiting as you are, not knowing what is around
the corner! When will Ed get back? Nanny
"Mercy" <someone@xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx> wrote in message
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I think I've been hiding. Ed left Sunday for Omaha and I am feeling so
low. I see the oncologist tomorrow. Surgery is March 18th. I find it
difficult to talk about it even though I think about it far too much. I
sure wish I could be stronger and my faith is swaying. I scared friends
but I don't know how to ask for help and who to ask.....

Nettie






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