Re: Feel Like I'm Losing It...

Thanks, everyone.

You should have seen the PA's face when I started telling him what's
going on with me. I'm usually in there for the kids or Chewy, except
for a couple visits when my sinuses have been bad enough I couldn't
stand them any longer.

My BP was higher than they've ever seen it. My heart rate was higher
than they've ever seen it. I feel bloated, but I've lost 2 pounds
since I was in there last June. Plus, I told him just how angry I've
been with Chewy and the kids, and I had YS there so that he could tell
the PA *his* perspective of how I've been doing and for how long. I'm
going back in the morning for testing for diabetes and thyroid
problems.

And then I mentioned suicidal ideology. That really got his interest.
He started talking about the difference between suicidal ideology and
suicidal planning, then asked if I'd ever done any planning. Told him
I've had suicidal thoughts most of my life and thought most other
people had, too; never carried it through because it would hurt my
family, but I'm a smart girl and it'd be *REALLY* easy to do.

They're running the tests tomorrow, should have the results back
Wednesday, and we'll go from there. But at least SOMEONE is finally
taking me seriously when I say I need help.

Kitten

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