Re: Kind of OT

Sending good thoughts your way. I sure hope you find someone that can help
you deal with this. I hope you also have an outlet that you can talk with
others to get it off your chest. Take care.

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Hugs, prayers, good thoughts,
Warm fuzzies, TLC, and Love
Squirrely Jo

> Hi all,
>
> This is kind of on topic but not really... I'm just writing it because,
> well, frankly,because I need to internalize it all.
>
> Friday night, just before midnight, I took Dewey outside to potty. We
> went
> out the front, not out the back where the dog yard is. The neighbor from
> next door was out and we talked for a few minutes... I walked Dewey and
> when I was coming back, a man drove up and began yelling at my neighbor.
>
> The arguing got pretty intense and as we had to pass her driveway to go
> home, Dewey wouldn't let me. He kept growling and pushing me back...
> When
> I got rather insistent, he nipped my leg...
>
> A little argument turned into a blazing row, and, before I knew what was
> happening, the man, (Her boyfriend, I found out later), pulled a gun and
> shot her five times.
>
> I was unfortunately close enough to see this clearly. I spent the
> remainder
> of Friday night/Saturday morning really, with the police...
>
> Now when I walk Dewey, I must walk a different direction since he *will
> not*
> go passed her house...
>
> I just don't understand mindless violence. I really don't... What
> happened
> there sickened me and has made me think about my own past.
>
> For those who don't know, I was abandoned by my family as an infant and
> grew
> up as a ward of the state. I was abused, in every way you can imagine,
> from
> infanthood to my eighteenth birthday when I was no longer in state
> custody.
> Sometimes, they would threaten me with guns...
>
> Seeing this shooting has made my pain level skyrocket. My meds are not
> helping. I'm jumpy, can't sleep, can't eat, feel sick...
>
> Sorry for rambling.
>
> Yanosz Descouedresz
>
>


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